Without You Is How I Disappear

Do you want to scar her or something

{Still Gerard's P.O.V}

Lyn-z's hand brushed my shoulder a few times as I recognised her voice wake me up.

It was a dream.

The whole thing. It was a dream.

I sprung up out of the chair I'd fallen asleep in and leant over Lyn-z's bedside side where she was sitting grabbing her shoulders and kissing her passionately. I loved her so freaking much. She was my wife, my miracle worker, the love of my life and my everything no matter how cheesy that really sounds.

"Jeez Ge, we have little eyes in here too - do you want to scar her or something" Mikey chuckled.

Bandit!

At that moment I left Lyn-z's lips and her bedside too nealing down to the ground on one knee and grabbing Bandit pulling her into a tight hug.

"I love you daddy!" She whispered into my ear.

"I love you so, so much hunny! I always will!" I whispered back.

I felt so much lighter, my heart was pounding from the nightmare I'd had.

This moment was perfect.

"I'm gonna go get some coffee." Mikey spoke giving off a little smirk.

♢》time jump to like 20 mins later 《♢

Lyn-z was sat in bed and Bee was with her. I'd pulled my chair closer to them.

"Mommy, what is the baby's name?" Bandit asked with a huge smile on her face.

"Oh, well, he hasn't got a name yet Bee. Do you want to help us choose one for him?" Lyn-z asked returning her sweet smile I especially loved so much.

"Yes please mommy!" Bee answered extending the smile even further.

"Got any ideas Bumble Bee?" I asked.

"Errr- Dave!" She suggested before jumping into hysterics.

Linds and I shared a small chuckle.

"No Bee, not Dave okay." Lyn-z answered thinking of another name.

"Sam?" She suggested.

"Lindsey, Gerard, Bandit and Sam. Doesn't quite work. What about Jack?" I said.

"Totally, because Sam doesn't work but jack does! No Ge, not if Sam doesn't work." Lyn-z stated with a small titter.

"Tyler!" Bandit squealed.

"That's really nice hunny! Well keep that one in mind, okay." Linds said giving Bee a small hug.

"Ryan. Or Toby. Or Ash." I said quickly.

"I like Ash!" Bandit giggled.

"Gerard, Lindsey, Bandit and Ash. Yeah, i- i like that Ge. We'll keep it with Tyler for now I think." By this point I'd realised that 'yeah I like that' and 'that's nice' really meant, 'heck no'.

At that point the lingering smell of coffee filled the room.

"I'm ba-ack!" Mikey sang with a tray of coffee cups.

He set them down on the table and handed one to me and one to Lyn-z then a bottle of juice to Bandit.

"Thank you uncle Mikey!" She squealed taking the bottle from him.

"No worries shotgun!"

I still do not understand why he calls my daughter shotgun. Why, it makes no sence?

"Thanks Mikey." Lyn-z said sweetly taking small sips from the cup.

"Yeah thanks bro." I added.

"No worries. So, what were we talking about then, huh?" He asked grabbing another chair and pulling it over to mine.

"Names for our little boy!" I said then added, "We've had Sam, Jack, Dave, Tyler, Ash, Toby and Ryan."

"Oh. Dave, shotgun was that you?" He chuckled.

Bandit laughed and had a grin plastered over her face as she nodded.

Mikey continued to chuckle until he came up with a name to add into the mix of things.

"What about Riley?" He suggested before taking another gulp of his coffee.

Linds and I shared a growing smile.

"I love it!" She added onto the smiles.

"Me too! Do you like it Bandit?" I asked looking over at her as she played with her fingers.

She gave a simple nod before showing off a huge yawn.

"Oh, errr okay better get you back home and in bed, huh." Mikey suggested standing up finishing the rest of the coffee in his cup.

"I don't want to go! I want to stay with mommy and daddy!" Bandit cried releasing a few tears.

"I know you do pumpkin, but you have school tomorrow and it's nearly your bed time. I'm sorry Bee, but we'll see you tomorrow." Lyn-z said trying to encourage her.

"NO, I want to stay!" Bandit squealed.

"Hey, come on Bee. I promise we can come as soon as you finish school tomorrow okay?" Mikey said trying to get Bandit to go home with him.

"NO! You promised we would go to the park today but we didn't! I want to stay!" She cried out again starting to shout a bit.

I saw the slight hurt glimmer in Mikey's eyes.

He turned to me and mouthed 'fans chased us, we didn't have time.'

He single handedly dealt with fans and protected Bandit from them. I'm so proud and thankful of him for keeping my baby girl safe.

Now it was my turn to try help out.

"Bandit please. You need to get some sleep, it's time for you to go home okay. I think Harry wants to go to sleep too, you should to take him home hunny." Yes, I played the Teddy card.

"I don't want to go home." She sobbed again.

Lyn-z pulled her in for a hug and started whispering to her.

She ran to me with her arms stretched open wide as her bottom lip began to stumble again as tears rolled down her rosey cheeks again.

She missed us and we missed her.

I don't even know how long Linds is going to be here for. I just want her to be okay. All she does is sleep, go for tests and then sleep again. I want to go home and i know she does too but first they have to try and figure out what's wrong with her. They're for sure taking their sweet time though and Linds looks worse each day.

I just want things to go back to normal.

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This is kinda short but I don't know what else to put right now.
But come on 2 updates in one day . . .