That one step

Chapter 2: Harry Styles

We got to their penthouse it was beautiful, i guess thats what you would expect from the biggest "boy band" in the world.

"Well here's our place, you can stay in my room i can sleep on the couch tonight." Niall said

"Niall, i already spilt coffee on you and now im kicking you out of your bed... i can sleep on the couch."

"No, i told you it's fine and you're the guest."

"Let's watch scary movies!" Zayn called out.

"No... they're scary!" I said. i loved scary movies but for the first time them meeting me and me hanging on to one of them for dear life would be kinda weird.

"Nope we will tie you to the couch!" Louis said smiling

I gave him a creepy look then said "Louis that sounds like rape... just saying."

"good point." he said back.

We all piled onto the couch together but came to the conclusion only 3 can fit on one couch so me and Niall layed down on the love seat (those seats that only have 2 cushions). We put in paranormal activity 4 and all laid down on the couchs. Zayn and Liam just sat there and would jump sometimes, Louis was cuddling with the blanket and Niall and i were laying down and i was holding onto him with my head on his shoulder cause i was scared, he had his arm around my waist and when a scary part would come up i would bury my face in his chest and he would whisper in my ear telling me it was okay. It was really great, he made me feel very protected, safe... like nothing could ever hurt me.

By the time the movie ended Zayn and Liam went straight to bed, Louis was all sweaty and got some water,and Niall gave me some of his clothes cause they were warmer. He gave me some black sweats and a plain grey sweater then took me to his room to go to sleep.

"Thank you Niall."

"For?"

"Being my cuddle buddy when i was scared, letting me use your bed, taking me into your house, just everything you've done."

"You're welcome Car, and thank you for being adorable."

"Hmm.. Car, i like it."

"You've never been called that?"

"No... you'd understand if you really knew me.." He walked towards the bed and sat down next to me and stared at me.

"Well tell me stuff about you."

"Ni, you are all famous and every girl wants you, you have so much money, your family is always there for you, you have everything... you wouldn't understand."

"It's scary how much people underestimate other people"

"maybe i'll explain to you some other time, when i can truly trust you."

"Okayy Car, goodnight."

"Goodnight Ni."

He left the room and shut the door, i layed down and drifted to sleep.

**dream**

I was back in my old house again, i looked like i was the only one home and i was trying to escape. My old razors i threw away a couple months ago were on my night stand with fresh blood, i looked at my arm and saw brand new cuts. I ran out my room to see beer cans all over the place, my mom was sitting down sleeping and my dad was passed out holding a bottle of vodka.

I crept towards the counter to grab my car keys trying not to wake them, i got the keys then started for the door when i tripped and my dad woke up.