Do you ever look in the mirror while getting changed and just stare at yourself while pulling down you're trousers and you can see your legs and you just
Stare
You're not thinking anything at all because in that moment you are numb and you can't breathe and you finally pull off your shirt and you just
Stare
And you take off your underwear and you're just looking at yourself and you finally just let a tear fall down onto the top of your cheek.
And do you stretch out your arms and just
Stare
At them while your eyes just glaze over your entire body and your feet scrunch into a ball as your holding in a sob and you look yourself in the eyes and just cry as you turn on the shower.
And do you stand their for what seems like hours just looking at nothing and your mind is exploding with questions you know you can't answer and so you
Scream
at yourself at the top of your lungs because you've had enough and do you get out and pretend that
Nothing
Is wrong
And do you sit their on the couch watching a tv show you don't like while listening to the argument between your mum and dad
And does another tear just slide down your cheek as you slip away into your room and do nothing but cry until you fall asleep praying that tomorrow will be different but knowing that it will
Always
Be
The
Same
