Little Bits Of My Mind

Chapter 1: The Intro

Since day one into this place I've sought out to find the wonders of the world, not the stereotypical seven. I mean the ones no-one really speaks about.
I guess I should clarify, right? My name's John. I say this with no hurtful intentions. I guarantee to not want to be discreet, but I also don't want people to know this is my* story, and due to this issue, I will clarify that my alias last name shall be Doe. It is very original, no?
Let me continue, I live in the Pen. I have lived here since before I was 18. I was incarcerated for a quite bullshit reason. I supposedly went on a mass murdering spree. Did I? That's a great question. The better question would be: Would you believe my answer if it was a no? Exactly. So understand my lack of interest into clarifying my innocence.
I am not sure as to how many shall read this. I've written this on the nice canvas they gave me to paint my "feelings" onto. I'm hoping to release this as a book one day, but I've still have the last few years of my life to live out in this utter muck puddle.
I'm nearly 70, but can't state my age due to the laughter I'd receive. I'm hoping my old age will be the death of me, and not the violence within these walls.
I shall not linger on the present, due to it being such a small one. I will instead, give you my life story. If you're not interested I'd understand, but, with age comes wisdom. I've lived through a lot of things, and maybe you can learn from my mistakes. I hope you connect with it, and I hope my family does as well. I hope they understand and forgive me. I know the chances are slim, but I can't give much more than a simple prayer.
If anyone ever gets the opportunity to read this, please understand one singular thing: Realize I've never once gotten to the point where I say I'm proud of my actions. If I need to be punished for my sins, I've already.
Never forget my true intentions of this story.