Condensation (Joji Miller Fanfiction)

Chapter 1: Rain

Every night would be the same; I'd look out my apartment window with a cup of some sort of drink and watch the rain fall on the city. When my window became foggy, I'd walk away and sit on my bed. I haven't changed anything in the apartment since Joji left. Me and Joji Still see eachother- thats only when he is drunk and lonely, and wants a one night stand, I always fall for it, I stay up all night just waiting for my phone to vibrate or to glow up and see his name. I get my hopes up hoping he will send a 'I love you' text, but Joji doesn't know how to show love. I know he loves but he just can't show it.
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*Text message from: Joji
"Come to my apartment ASAP"*
The message I love but hate to see, I get ready and get a cab to Joji's apartment. My heart races as I walk up what feels like a million stairs, when I reach his door I hesitate before I knock. I wait for awhile then hear Joji unlock his door as he invite me in. I always notice the small things about Joji, like how he is growing his hair and how his style has changed slightly, which makes a difference since when we were together. I'd have to help him go shopping and help him decide on a new hair cut...Suddenly His apartment smells like cigarette smoke and cheap beer. Beer interrupts my thoughts. And I feel
His arms open as a warm invite for a hug which I enter and feel my heart speed up and my cheeks go red, praying that he will kiss me.
"Nora, you're soaked!" Joji says with a smirk across his face.
I sign and nod and take my jacket off. Joji watches me while I do so and locks onto my lips with a toxic kiss. we start undressing eachother which ends up to us in bed. The usual happens: we have sex, he rolls over and smokes, then leaves me in his bed while he goes into another room.
But this time he didn't. After awhile he came back into his run down bedroom and sat on the bed and put his arms around me.It left like all my problems had disappeared and it was only me and him in the whole entire world. Time had slowed down and the rain got heavier, and then time began to go back to normal. Joji pushed me off him and stood up.

"I just can't anymore!" He shouted and stared into space
"Whats the matter now?!" I replied with mad manner
"I just can't. Please..just go" he said and looked out the foggy window.
I sighed and got my stuff in a hurry and entered the rain again.