365 Letters To You || Larry Stylinson

|Chap. 20|

The picture attached is suppose to be the character of Daniel. This is exactly how I wanted him to look. This is Daniel!

💫|HARRY'S POV|💫

March 24, 6:57 p.m.

"When you love someone, you'll feel it. Not just in your heart, all over your body." He whispers softly, touching my cheek lightly.

"You'll do anything, be anything they need." He adds.

"But, Daddy, how do you know if they love you back?" I look up to him, my eyes wide.

"It's hard to tell, but baby, if you have to question their love for you, you have to let it go because giving your all to someone and only feeling it halfway, will only leave you heartbroken." His lips form a straight line as he looks down at me.

"Can you love two people at one time, Daddy?"

"It's possible, baby, but your heart will always tell you who you love most. And in that conclusion; always follow your heart." He says firmly. I smile and nod, wrapping my arms around him.

"I love you, Daddy."

"Hazza?"

I hear my name and am pulled out of my thoughts, turning my head to see Jay and Louis both staring at me. I shake my head, looking down at the plate of half eaten food in front of me. Louis places his hand on top of mine, rubbing it gently. Ever since my kiss with Daniel two weeks ago, I've been feeling different about everything. I know I love Louis with all my heart, but I miss Daniel so much. But then again, what do I know about love? My father is dead and my mother was a druggie alcoholic that married an abusive bloke.

"Baby, are you okay? You look sick." Louis tells me. I bite my lip. I hadn't told Louis about the kiss, but I feel guilty. I need to tell him, but he'll hate me if I do.

You need to do what's right.

I look at Louis, standing up and grabbing his hand, leading him out of the kitchen and to my bedroom. I bite my lip as I pull him close and close the bedroom door.

"Harry, what's wrong?" Louis whispered, grabbing my hands and pulling me closer to him.

I can't even make eye contact with him. Not with my secret and my unfaithful feelings towards another guy. I find myself staring down at my feet, still silent. Louis lifts my chin a bit, tempting me to look into his beautiful, blue eyes. I bite my lip as I look at him. He gives me an innocent smile and grabs my hands. I shake my head and wrap my arms around his neck, connecting our lips in a deep kiss as I feel myself tearing up.

I swear, all I've done is cry the past two weeks.

Our lips part after a bit and Louis gives me a confused look as I turn and step away from him.

Just say it, Harry.

I take a deep breath, running a hand through my hair and closing my eyes. I feel my nerves evaporate a bit, but I don't have the courage to turn around and face my potentially ex-boyfriend.

"I kissed Daniel." I blurt out. The room becomes silent, almost as if Louis and I had completely halted our breathing simultaneously. I hear steps approach me and I quickly place my head in my hands, sniffling softly.

"What did you say?" Louis whispers coercively. He's angry and I can hear it in his voice. I still can't find the strength to look at him. I feel Louis standing right behind me and I slowly turn, only to see Louis' face contorted in anger. I take another breath, sniffling softly.