Torn up || the Outsiders fanfiction

Bad Luck

Soda's Pov:
(Y/n) was actin' real strange. It wasn't like her to act like that. I walk into me and Ponyboy's bedroom. "Ponyboy, what the hell happened?" He sits up in bed. "Sodapop what do you mean?" "Enough Ponyboy! You know I don't like fightin' with ya! Now tell me what happened! Please!" I feel desperate. I know (y/n) and Pony like each other but I need to hear it myself to believe it's true. Pony looks down then back up. "She came in here and said she.. Uh... Loved me." I instantly feel a burning feeling in the back of my throat, I was tryin' not to cry. Tears start fillin' my eyes and I turn away from Ponyboy. "Sodapop, I'm sorry-" he stood up to rest a gentle hand on my shoulder. "Sorry nothin' ponyboy! I finally get the girl of my dreams and you take her away, for the second time!" I was yellin' at him now. "Soda calm down! Ya know I love her too! She's the girl of my dreams just as much as she is yours but she just so happens to like me!" He's yellin' at me too. I still hold back tears, "Ya know what Ponyboy? I liked when she was feelin' up my thigh, and I liked that she crawled on top of me and slowly kissed my face until she reached my lips. The warm passionate kiss, I loved it all!" Pony starts tearin' up, "an' you don't know what none of those feel like cause you're too young to have it done to!" I can see him fightin' to hold the tears back. "She's never done any of that to you. Has she Ponyboy?" He doesn't reply, "has she!?" I yell louder. He walks out of the room as fast as he can, hitting my shoulder with his on the way out. I walk over to the bed, take a deep breath, and slowly sit down. I guess I was a little harsh on him but after what he's done he needs to know how it feels. I can't believe a girl is gettin' between us brothers. What are we gonna do?

Your POV:
You sit at the fountain at the park, memories of Pony almost dying flashing through your mind. You can't get him out of your mind, no matter how hard you try. It'll always be Ponyboy. You feel bad for Soda, he's loved you for a while now an' you've only dated a day or so. You feel bad but you follow your gut... which leads to Pony. Soda is a very attractive boy, maybe even more attractive than Ponyboy. You could have him... if you wanted him. You liked kissing Sodapop but it didn't feel right. It always lead to Ponyboy no matter what. You'd kiss Soda and try to pretend it was Pony and that just ain't right. You've made up your mind, you're gonna break up with Soda.

     You walk to the Curtis's house, takin' your time because you were afraid to see Soda's reaction. You walk in slowly and look around, no one inside. You were about to leave you hear a sniffle. Oh no, you think. You walk in slower, quietly creeping, then reach the bedroom. The door is closed almost all the way but open enough that you can see inside. You see Soda pacing frantically back and forth with his head down. You open the door slowly, "Sodapop?" You say softly. He stops pacing and looks at you. When he notices it's you he just shakes his head. "Why?" He asks. "Soda I-" you begin, "Why would you do that to me?" He cuts you off. "Sodapop I'm sorry it's just me an' Ponyboy we-" "why would you play games with me like this? Am I just your toy to get my little brother back?" He doesn't seem to let you speak. "Sodapop it isn't like that!" You yell, "Then what is it!?" He yells loud. You swallow hard. "Me and Ponyboy we just have this unbreakable connection, im sorry Sodapop but I guess we just weren't meant to be." Your eyes starting burning with tears building up as you see Soda holding back his. A tear slips out a rolls down your cheek, you quickly wipe it away. He turns his head away and covers his face with one hand. "Please, just get out." "No, Sodapop we can talk this through." You plead, "I said get out! I sick an' tired of these stupid games. Just get out!" He yells looking you in the eyes. You wipe your face that was now soaked in tears. You turn away and leave the house quickly. You start speed walking away with your head down, you need to get your mind off of things. You're really not that upset that you an' sodapop aren't dating, it's more of the fact that he's loved you this much and you never noticed and you broke his heart and he was screamin' at you. You got lost in your thoughts and you ran into someone and fell onto the ground. You're dizzy so you can't quite see who it is yet. "Hey watch where you're-" the voice pauses, it's a boy, your vision is coming back but it's still too blurry to see him. He continues, "look what we have here." You can tell that boy had a smirk on his face. Your vision is no longer blurry and you see who it is... bob...
to be continued...