Psychotic | Tate Langdon (ON HOLD)

Prologue

Hazel

It's hard to imagine the dark places where I would be without him; or the places I used to be in. I would never want to go back there. The thought of that gives me the feeling of remorse I used to get, almost as if it were second-hand. I was never depressed, my mind just goes to that dark place that once scared me, but now, he made me feel like it was normal.

I hid the way I felt; but he didn't. He would convey his emotions in intense ways; if he was angry, he would become this violent person that I had never seen before. It wasn't frequent that I saw that side of him, though. His personality changed so fast that I could barely ever absorb what mood he was in before it changed drastically. A minute he would be sociopathic and not able to feel any sincerity whatsoever, then he would turn around (more so when he was around me) and he would be upbeat and smiling constantly, his dimple evident.

I was petrified of him at first. The state that he was in when I had first met him was his inability to control his emotions, which wasn't the best first impression. After a while, I became so used to being around him and having the same mindset as him that he was just another normal person to society. The thought that his actions had persuaded me to be a psycho scares me, but I knew for a fact that I was never going to be able to go back to the quiet and bashful girl I was; as long as I stayed in the fresh love I was in with him.