Crazy, overexagerating, enthusiastic. The definition of people that see us in society. It's actually really funny. All fangirls are like that but they don't even know the struggles we face. Struggling with all the feelings in our heart, all the love thats bunddled up for people who will never even know us, even by name alone. Never even met us. Never even talked to us. Never saw us. People who knew nothing about our existence. Its crazy how we love them with all our hearts but we're just in the millions of people who love them. They don't even know that there's someone out there willing to do everything, give everything for them. As a metaphor, they may be Peter Pan but we're just the Tinkerbell seeing him be happy with his Wendy. It hurts. How only a few understand us. How a few only see the struggle. And to think that in the near future, we're gonna see them be with other people with hopes crushing down on us, our heart hurting from all the pain. And they will never know that somewhere in the universe, someone that loves them with all of their heart is hurting and loving them at the same time. They will never know that someone idolizes them too much to the point of loving. Someone who's a so called devoted fangirl in a sea of them.
BUT WHAT IF ONE DAY HE'LL NOTICE ME AND BE WITH ME FOREVER? IS IT POSSIBLE? MAYBE YES, MAYBE NO.
