Forever and Always - BoyxBoy -Complete-

31

Kean

I went straight back to Daniel's room while Jake opted to leave and not bothered to see Daniel off and say good bye. This did send a little bit of an awkward feeling to me; a mixture of guilt, happiness, distress and anger, most of which is towards Jake for not telling Daniel or his mom about it and that he's such being a coward and acts like a total loser. It's just a simple task for him to do. He could execute it without any hesitation but he didn't, right at the very end when he's got all he now once had and lost it in a glimpse. I'm even more disappointed with him now, even more when right after I was properly introduced to him not so long ago because he was such a jerk with that smug I could just easily wiped off his pretty boy face. He could make Daniel fall for him again, he could have really done that but again, he gave up on that idea mainly with the reason of he's not the Daniel he once knew. He got stuck with what they very used to before and can't get over with it. I mean, come on. It's time for you to start fresh instead he abandoned the person he had sworn to protect.

Sometimes, I do find myself astonished about the way they love each other. It's kind of make everyone else jealous on how they do express it, how much they care on one another and keeping sure that they had to stay faithful even they're miles away. That reminded me once more with what happened when I first met Daniel more than a month ago and Jake wasn't around for a week or so that time which had started the commotion we had before. I don't know what came up with Dan that time when he kissed me, was it intentional, by accident or he just wanted something to amuse himself? Is there something he's plotting about it that he needed some diversion or distraction for it to work out? Am I just some sort of a reason for him to do it? I doubt that he's just using me for some sort of thing like that. I still hope he felt something for me that time and hoping that it's true.

"Hey serious guy sitting on the couch with eyes on the floor, what are you thinking? So deep thoughts you want to share about? Something for me to know?" Daniel happily asked, pulling me out of my trance and literally pulled me off the couch and slumped on his legs. He giggled and sat on his bed as his breakfast was being served by the nurse who was taking care of him for the whole week. "Is there anything else you need Daniel?" She beamed on the mischievous teen who can't help and stop his giggling. "Uhm, maybe none anymore since it's my last day here, Kat. Thanks by the way, you're really a great help for me. I promise to visit you here some time"

"Sure kiddo, and bring your boyfriend here when you come back for a visit. I'm sure; all of my co-workers here will be delighted to see the two of you. Later then." She took her leave and left me and Daniel blushing and a bit embarrassed, well at least I do feel that way. "Y-you sure do get to know a lot of people here." I looked at him and his cheeks are still flushed as he started eating his food. "Y-yeah, I guess and I got to know them more every time they get in here and ask me how I'm doing. But honestly, I'm already bored over here and it's been like forever staying in this place. I am really excited to get home and relax a bit. Hope you'd stay with me for a while Kean."

"Yeah sure thing, I got no other plans today anyway and I've spoken to my parents that I could at least stay with you for the whole day. That does sound good to you, right?" I grinned at him and he did grin back at me even wider. He really does look excited about it and his cheeks still had hints of tinted red on them. He's quite a bit paler compared to his tanned complexion before the accident. "Of course it does and uhm, my mom told me she's going to be off for work today and have that bastard stay at home with me 'til she comes home tonight. But I want you to stay with me later, not him. I just got a hunch that he'll be ranting and convincing me once more with all the shits he had." A sour expression was on his face after he reminded himself of Jake who wasn't so pleasant to him the last time I saw them together. If only he could remember how they used to love each other even if they're just staring at each other.