Cethany Fanfiction: What About Us?

Trouble 2. {17}

Bethany's POV:

I stared at Connor, not knowing what to do. I was lost. Connor was sitting on this couch with a girls hand on his crotch. He hadn't noticed me yet, but Kian did.

I started to run from them. I didn't want to be seen.

"Shiitt! Connor! Your girlfriend is here!" I heard Kian yell.

"Where?! Where the fuck did she go?!" Connor yelled back, sounding worried.

"She ran that way! To the bathroom."

I kept running. There was no way I was stopping until I got somewhere no one would come. I locked myself in the bathroom and sat down in the corner of the small room.

My head was now between my knees and my jeans were beginning to get stained with tears.

After crying in the bathroom for maybe two minutes, I heard a pounding on the door.

"Bethany?!" I heard Connor ask from the other side of the door.

"I know your fucking in there. Let me in. Now." He continued to tell me to come out.

"Just go away.." I sobbed into the hands which were now placed on my face.

"Fine then." Connor yelled at me. I heard his footsteps get further away.

I got up and looked in the mirror. I looked like complete crap. My mascara was running down my face and my eyes were red from being continuously rubbed.

All of a sudden, I heard the door handle wiggling. I quickly turned around.

"Umm.. Someone's in here.." I said loudly.

The shaking continued. I backed up to the wall, scared someone would come in and see me like this.

Then, the door opened and Connor walked in. He immediately walked over to me and hugged me.

I squirmed and said, "don't touch me."

He let go and backed up.

"Look, Bethany. I'm sorry. It was Lizzy. I don't know what she was doing. I swear I wasn't going to do anything with her. I love you, not anyone else."

I just stared at him. My lips parted, but I couldn't come up with the words to say.

Finally, I yelled, "Connor.. What do you mean you don't know what she was doing?! You obviously noticed her fucking hand on your dick! What the hell?! I thought you loved me.."

"Bethany.. I-I'm sorry.. I didn't know what I was thinking. I'm fucked up. I know that. I shouldn't have done that. I didn't do anything with her, I just, I don't even fucking know. I'm just fucked up and I don't know why you love someone like me. Please forgive me Beth.."

"How can I just forgive you for this Connor?! You lied to me. You- you, I hate you right now.." I cried.

"Beth.." Connor tried to calm me down, but it wasn't working.

He grabbed my waist and I tried to squirm away, but he wasn't letting go this time. I finally gave up and looked into his eyes. He grabbed my head gently and pushed it down into his chest. I laid on his chest, still crying some.

"Shhh.. It won't happen ever again Bethany Noel.. It won't. I swear.." He reassured me.

He pulled my head up and leaned down for a kiss. He lightly planted a kiss on my soft lips. He pulled away, leaving me wanting more.

"Connor.." I said, hoping he would get the hint to kiss me again.

He leaned down again and began to kiss me harder. He pushed his tongue to my lips, asking for an entrance, which I gladly accepted.