Maybe one day it will be ok again.
That's all I want.
I don't care what it takes.
I just want to be ok again.
I dont want to hurt any more.
Tired of putting on a fake smile.
Acting like everything is ok when its not.
I just want to end it but I cant.
I am not afraid of death.
But afraid of what might happen to my son.
It's getting to be to much to take.
I mean I dont necessarily want to be "happy".
But I do want to be less miserable.
I am sick of this life.
Sick of this existance.
What is one to do anymore.
Goodbye for now.
