I've been wanting to say this to a few people and anyone out there who is listening.
DONT GIVE UP I know it's hard. There will be times when you want to but don't. Whether your depressed or scared for the future , if life at the moment isn't ideal still stay strong. Fight back it's your life and no one can change that ,not even when your confused and unsure of what to do. Don't give up ,not on yourself . Not on your friends. Most people think thery're alone ,your not. I know people say it all the time and yet it's hard to believe sometimes but damn it they're right. Your not alone. You might have people who consider you there friend and I bet you one of them understands and if not I'm sure some are willing to try to understand. So please don't give up , there's always someone out there who sees you and cares. It could be a stranger ,anyone really and I bet you someone cares regardless if it seems like they dont. They do. JUST DONT GIVE UP.