I'm gonna start this off really dramatic asf cause I can and wanna.
Dear, Nicolai..
I can't help myself from smiling every single time I realize over and over that being with you isn't a dream, it's actually really real. You're the best and greatest thing that's ever came into my life that I've gotten so attached to, you're the perfect person for me, you understand me on so many levels that no one else could've ever understood me the way you understand me and I'm extremely happy that I'm the one who you gave your heart to. I may not be the best and most perfect girlfriend there is but I promise I'll always be there for you through everything- thick and thin and love you through everything. You're my entire world; the universe, the sky, the stars, the galaxy, the sun, the moon, the oxygen that I need to breathe, the gravity that catches me when I fall, and the only imperfect person who's simply the definition of a perfect imperfection person to me that I love completely with all of my heart.
You know what? I had always wondered why none of my other relationships lasted that long but now? I knew exactly why they never did when you came into my life. And honestly... Whenever I picture you with someone else that's not me, I get so sick to my stomach, wanting to cry because I don't know what I'd ever do or be without you. The best day of my life was and still is when you finally asked me to be your girlfriend, but the second best day of my life is gonna be when I'm able to say that my name is officially Jessica Marie Bauer-Austin. You're the actual babe of my heart. Always have been and always will be!.
You're my best friend named Assbutt and my boyfriend named Puddin' all wrapped up in one. Every time I say something about you being my best friend and my boyfriend to someone, they're always like "what the hell! Stop! That's just so cute and goals!" And yeah, I think when they say we're cute and goals that they're actually just talking about you because holy moly you're as cute as a clumsy little puppy with floppy ears and puppy dog eyes, and that's just the cutest thing ever. Yeah, you're THAT cute, overly cute and adorable if you ask me so, let me keep you in my pocket? Because it's just too much for me to handle.
Today is our three months anniversary of being an official couple. Time is flying by way to fast being with you, But yeah, stop smiling because of my sappiness towards you because I know you're smiling over it. I hate being sappy but you make me sappy as hell.😒 and just.. Yeah. I'm gonna stop here because I'm really tired and I feel like complete shit from this stupid cold I have but I just wanted to make you smile because you deserve to have a smile on your handsome face.
Oh yeah,
P.S. I love you more than pickles, chocolate and hot cheetos♡♡
