Love Forever || Jawyer

Chapter 30: Nightmares

I'm friends the monster,

That under my bed.

Get along with the voices

In side of my head.

You're tryna save me,

Stop holding your breath.

'Cause you think I'm crazy,

Yeah you think I'm crazy.

Well that's not fair.

[Joey's POV]

I was in a light blue church. Small red petals were beneath my shoes as I walked an aisle. What was going on? Soon enough, I was facing Sawyer, his blue eyes filled with joy and bouncing with excitement. The priest began speaking.

Priest: "Joey Graceffa, do you take, Sawyer Hartman, as your beloved husband?"

Joey: "I do."

I grinned at him. He grinned at me too which made my heart practically melt.

Priest: "Sawyer Hartman, do you take, Joey Graceffa, as your beloved husband?"

Sawyer's face darkened and a sly grin plastered across his face. His face enlightened once again.

Sawyer: "I do."

"CUT!!" I heard someone scream.

Wait, what? Cut?

A woman marched over to us quickly.

Woman: "Boys, as actors of this film, you need to show more EMOTION."

Actor?

Woman: "Y'know what? I think you guys are tired. You should go rest back home. Tomorrow's another day!"

She walked away as she screamed at other people, saying it was a wrap for tonight.

Sawyer faced me again and I was expecting a kiss.

Sawyer: "I'll see you tomorrow, on set I guess."

Joey: "Wait, aren't we going home together?"

Sawyer: "Um, no..."

Joey: "No kiss? No nothing?"

Sawyer: "Ew, dude. I don't know you like that." His face turned into disgust. "The fuck have you been drinking?"

And then he just walked away. Did he just say he doesn't know me like that? Weren't we together.

I started screaming hysterically. Then all turned into darkness. All I heard was the same thing over and over again.

"I don't know you like that." "I don't know you like that."

Constantly, it repeated. I fell down, now on my knees. Feeling completely insecure. Another voice, a bad voice, conquered my mind. It was like it was taking over. Taking advantage of my feelings. I put my hands on my ears, attempting not hear the negative voice. I screamed even louder.

I wake up and realize I'm in Sawyer's arms. My forehead dripping with sweat. I hear the occasional sound of beeping from the machine. I'm panting, my breath isn't steady. I feel insecure.

[Sawyer's POV]

Joey's been screaming in his sleep. I tried waking up but, all that came out that was screaming. When he woke up, I held him in my arms, whispering soothing words. I rocked him as if he were a baby.

Sawyer: "It's okay, love." I whispered.

Joey: "D-Don't ever leave me, okay?"

Sawyer: "I promise I won't, okay?"