Sold To Exo's Kai

Chapter. 6

Getting To Know Him.

After that night, I couldn't do anything but cry this morning. I barely got any sleep. I don't want to see him at all right now. I hate feeling controlled. How can do that to me? He took my body and my virginity away from me. Im so weak and tired. I look out the window from my bed and see a big green backyard. I saw him reading a book outside by his flower garden. So heartless. He takes advantage of me and then the next day he's peacefully reading a book.
I can't even get out of bed.

I try to head to the bathroom. My legs are sore and I stumble to the door. I get to the sink and I wash my face. I look in the mirror and I can't see myself anymore. I used to be able to protect myself, but when it comes to him, I turn weak. My body tells me not to hurt him while my mind is saying do it. The girl I see in the mirror is a stupid, disgusting, defenseless girl. This felt worse than being homeless.

I decided to stay in my room until he left for his schedule. No one knocked on my door and I didn't hear anything in the house. I knew Jongin was still here but he never bothered to check on me. He completely ignored the fact that I was even here. It's like he really didn't care. An hour later I hear the front door slam. I get out of my room and quietly make my way to the stairs. I see out in the window that he gets in a car and the driver drives off.

I make my way into the kitchen and look for something to eat. I made myself a grilled cheese sandwich and began to eat my breakfast. Once I finished I washed my plate and walked around the house again. It seems like this is the only thing I can do here. He has me locked up in this house and watched on by his security men. I checked around the house again, not going upstairs. I wanted to avoid his room. I'm not even interested in the mysterious door upstairs. I just felt so out of it. I sigh loudly.
"So bored." I said to myself. I looked around the room and saw a couch.
"I'll just take a quick nap I guess."
I layed down and I fell asleep.

I woke up, only to see that it was already sunset.
"What?! I slept all day?"
I was surprised that I could sleep that long. I sat up from the couch and I heard a car pull up.
"It must be him. He's home."

I try to run upstairs towards my room and before I made it halfway up the steps, the door opens. I froze and I can feel his presence behind me. I slowly turn around and I see him at the doorway, looking at me. He has a brown paper bag in his hand and he points to the couch where I was sleeping on with his eyes. I walked towards the couch and sat down. He sits in a chair across from me. I looked down and began to figet with my nails. I felt nervous.
He throws the bag at me and it lands next to me.

He says,
"Take this. It's for last night."

I reach into the bag and see that there is a pill.

"What is this?" I asked.

"An emergency pill. Soon I'll have you put on birth control." he said while pulling out his phone.

I look at the pill and I start to remember what happened last night. I start to tear up and I put my head down. I lowered the pill and he then demands,
"Take that now."

I put the pill up to my face and insert it into my mouth, I swallow it dry. He's watching me the entire time. We both sat there silently while he was on his phone. I began to rise from the couch and walk away. Suddenly I felt his hand grab my wrist. I gasped and looked at him.

"Who said you can leave? Sit back down."
He said with an annoyed face.

I sat down and he goes on his phone again. We sit there for half an hour without saying a single word. All I could hear was my heartbeat and my breath. Why was I breathing so loudly? I obviously looked nervous. I'm pretty sure he noticed it too.

  I got the courage to finally say something,
"Why did you buy me?"

He looks up at me and stares at me for a couple of seconds and then says,

"So I can have a quick fuck whenever I want."

I scoff. Wow Jongin, you're way different than I thought.
"So why buy me when you can get hundreds of girl to fuck for free. You're a big Kpop idol anyways."

He puts down his phone and shifts his body towards me.
"Some girls get too attached. They start saying the love me and always trying to talk to me. They think that just because I fucked them, that I'm their boyfriend all of a sudden. It's too annoying."

Is he serious right now? What a dick. This is not the same Jongin as you see on tv or anything.

"That's why I bought you, so I can have a quick and nice fuck as many times as I want without the girl bothering me after." He pauses for a second. I can't even think about anything to say to him. I give him the most disgusted look I could give.
"Does that answer your question?"
he asks.
I nod my head and looked away. I take a deep breath as he goes right back to his phone. Is this really the kind of man he is? Does he have no interest in love or something? Maybe he got his heart broken and it changed him but whoever he is now is terrible. I don't want to stay here for long. I don't want to be a piece of meat to him.

"You know what I haven't noticed?"
he says.

I look up and he's still concentrated on his phone.
"You don't call me master that much. You've only said it once. So from now on, you have to say Master in every sentence." He smirks to himself. "Yeah, I wanna hear you call me master."

Ugh gross. I cringe at the very thought of me calling him master. It feels weird and I definitely don't want to give him more power over me.

"Well arnt you gonna say it?" he waits.

I stay silent. This might piss him off but I'm not letting him get to me. He begins to look annoyed, still waiting for me to say it. I continue to ignore him and all of sudden I hear him take a deep breath. He starts to bite his lip in frustration. He then signals me to come to him with his hand. My body starts to tremble as I walk over to him. He puts me on his lap, facing him.
Oh my god, what have I done? I really don't like where this is going.
He looks at me with those piercing eyes and my stomach starts to turn. He begins to caress my thighs and move his hands everywhere, touching my ass and waist. I feel his breath on my neck. I anticipate his kisses. He places his lips gently on my neck. Everything feels so good. My body began to relax and enjoy this feeling. Everytime he touches me, I lose control and my body does what it wants.

"Ow!!" I scream.
Jongin pulls my hair back, close to ripping my hair out. I didn't expect that to happen. I panick and I couldn't say another word. His grip kept on getting tighter and tighter. I started to cry. The pain was too much.

"I told you to call me master. Now say it."

"Please stop." I cry out. I can't take this. At this point, I'm going to have a bald spot. I had to give in.

"Master!" I yell out.

"Master please stop!" I begged him.

He throws me off him and I land on the floor. My eyes are watery and my hair is a mess. He leans down and lifts my chin up.  I look up at him and I see him smirking at me again.

"Good girl."

He gives me a quick kiss and heads to bed. I stay on the floor, quietly crying to myself. He's so evil. I'll just have to do what he says so I won't get hurt. I'm not strong enough against him. So fine you win Jongin.

I'll do whatever you say.... Master...

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