fucked up | taehyung

18. hate

*bitcccchhh its been too long! how u been? no forreal tho, college is a pain in the ass but I don't have that much homework now so I decided to update for my beautiful babes <3 ily so much and I hope you love this chapter ah okay mwah mwah!!*

*I know its a short chapter I'm sorry pls love me*

*third pov*

    Even though a week has passed, Mia still can't seem to boost up her mood. She can't stop thinking about Taehyung, especially since she sees him everywhere and he wouldn't stop texting her. She's been trying to distract herself with hanging out with her friends, which helps a little bit until she's left alone with her thoughts. She never thought she would've been this sad over a guy but she has been proven wrong. She still wonders what she could've done to have Taehyung all to herself or what she could've done to not fall for him in the midst of their harmless flirting. She tries not to act sad for the sake of her loved ones. She always hated being the one to have her loved ones fix. She loves helping them and will give them everything they ever wanted if she could. Yet, she feels like a burden to her mom and her friends if she gets their comfort. She feels as if her being all heart broken over a boy is something to be disappointed in.

The whole group was in the cafeteria while either sitting down or getting food. Most of them already got their food except for Yoongi and Aria. Everyone, except for Mia, was particularly excited for a movie that they planned to see at the movies later.

"Guys! I'm so excited. I feel like I haven't seen a good scary movie in a while." Hoseok exclaimed, jumping slightly up and down his seat.

"I bet its not even scary," Jungkook, the horror fanatic, scoffed. "Do you think it'll be scary, Mia?" He looked over at Mia, who was only partially listening.

She cleared her throat, "I mean, probably. It's about a blind man so that adds the 'oh shit' factor. But who knows? Maybe its okay." Mia reasoned. She may have been sad lately, but she'll still try to keep up with the conversations. She hates being sad since she normally knows how to deal with her emotions. It's very unfortunate that she has no idea how to deal with Taehyung. She hates the fact that she still longs for his texts and glances towards her in class. She is trying to avoid him but he keeps popping out of nowhere saying either "I'm sorry" or telling her that he'll break up with his girlfriend. Mia doesn't really know if he did it or not but she's trying not to care. She's just trying to get over this sadness.

"I hate scary movies," Sora grumbled," I don't know why I let you horror fanatics," she glared at Mia and Jungkook,"force me to watch them." She rolled her eyes. She remember all the times where Mia and Jungkook would invite her over to watch a 'funny' movie, they would say. Sora would be excited at the time but once the eerie music came on, she started cursing at the two. She's never liked horror movies since she was little so having two horror fanatic best friends was definitely hard.

"It's okay, babe. I'll be there to protect you." Jin wrapped his left arm around her and kissed her cheek. Sora blushed and just hid her face in his chest. Ever since they announced they were dating, Jin was starting to show more skinship and give Sora kisses with no care in the world.

"Honestly disgusting." Jungkook said but having no trace of disgust in his words and rather a smile playing on his lips. He was kind of jealous of how open their relationship was but only scolded himself since he was the reason why him and his girlfriend were a secret to most people. Yet again, he was just scared but he is thinking he might be warming up to the idea since he loved his girlfriend. He wanted to show her off just like how Jin is doing. He figured he'll be able to be as open very soon.

"So, Jungkook, is your girlfriend coming?" Namjoon blurted out as he raised his eyebrows up and down.

"Nah, she doesn't like scary movies." Jungkook waved his hand as to dismiss the fact which shocked most of the group who was sitting.