''Well you only need the light when it's burning low only miss the sun when it starts to snow only know you love her when you let her go. Only know you've been high when you're feeling low only hate the road when you're missin home only know you love her when you let her go and you let her go.''
I looked around at the empty apartment I was expecting to come back home from a long month on the road and see her running into my arms but she didn't. I looked around confused where could she be? I dropped my bags near the front door and walked up the stairs maybe she was in the shower? I walked into our room but that seemed empty too I looked inside our wardrobe all of her clothes were gone. I sat at the end of the bed but I saw a note on her pillow where she would always sleep.
Dear Daniel
I am so sorry but I can't do this anymore I know that you are trying to chase your dreams but I feel like I don't know you anymore. I am so proud of you but when you come home from being on the road you never spend anytime with me. I never see you so I think this will be the best for the both of us if I just went and think about things. I will be staying with my sister if you want to talk about things but I want to give the ring back to you. I will always love you Daniel never ever forget that you will always have that special place in my hear.
Love from C. xxxxx
The letter fell out of my hands landing on the floor I looked at the engagement ring in my hand how could I be so stupid to do this to her? I never thought I loved her until now I need her in my life to breathe without her I would be dead. I put my head in my hands and felt the tears fall from my eyes is this really what heartbrake felt like?
''Staring at the bottom of your glass hoping one day you'll make the dream last but dreams come slow and they go so fast. You see her when you close your eyes maye one day you will understand why everything you touch surely dies.''
I closed my eyes and tried to sleep but I couldn't she was always in my mind and dreams I turned around expecting to see her sleeping there sleeping peacefully and looking like an angel but instead it was empy. I sighned and got out of bed should I go see her? I knew where her sister lived it wasn't fair from here maybe I should give it a couple of days and see if she comes back.
I woke up to the rain falling down hitting the windows hardly today was a depressing day indeed I got my phone from my bedside table one new message from John Cena.
''Hey Daniel you coming out tonight?'' The text maybe going will help me get my mind of her but I thought about it for a moment and decided not to.
''No Sorry not in the mood tonight myabe another night.'' I replied back to John I put my phone back onto the bedside table. I looked at a picture of me and her why did I mess up? She was right I put my career before her I should have put her before my career. It's been a year since I propsed to her but whenever she wanted to talk about the wedding I was always on the road or so tired to talk. We would have been married by now if I did talk to her about it but instead she's gone
I grabbed my car keys and slipped on my shoes I ran downstairs and into the garage I went into the car and started it. Today I was going to get her back I was going to sort this mess out so I drove to her sisters house.
''But you only need the light when it's burning low only miss the sun when it starts to snow only know you love her when you let her go. Only know you've been high when you're feeling low only hate the road when you're missin home only know you lover he when you let her go.''
I parked outside her sisters house I looked at the house for a moment and saw her looking out of the window but she walked away. I got out of the car and there she was standing by the door arms folded over her chest.
''What are you doing here Daniel?'' She asked I walked upto her and sighned.
''I'm here to set things right listen I know I messed up but I can't live without you I need you in my life and I have realized that everything you said in that letter was right. I put my career first but this time I need to put you first instead of my career. I love you with the whole of my heart so please give me on more chance and I promise I will make it upto you.'' I got down on one knee and got the ring out of my pocket she had tears rolling down her cheeks.
''YES, YES, YES I love you so much Daniel,'' I smiled and put the ring on her finger I picked her up and spun her around placing my lips on hers.
''I love you so much too.''
''Staring at the ceiling in the dark same old empty feeling in your heart cause love comes slow and it goes so fast. Well you see her when you fall asleep but never to touch and never to keep cause you loved her too much and you dived too deep.''
