BHAWARA MANN: VIRMAN FF
PROLOGUE:
Virman are married...........virat gets great opppurtunity to be a rock star....one month tour......
Makes many friends......seeing his friends life and their girlfriends he starts comparing with his life........he somewhat gets envious and thinks if his life also wud have been like them it wud have been so nice.........will this lead to some big problem in virman's life ..........will manvi loose virat cos of his bhawara mann....or will virat realize it himself.........
Part 1
Present:
Manvi's pov:
Listening to songs
Keheneko saath apne ek dniya chalthi hai.......par chupke is dil mein tanhayee palthi hai.........
This song has got such a depth in it....i feel like this song is just written for me....the one who had promised me to never leave me alone the one who tld I was his life I was his everything......just moved away........sometimes I feel if love exsited between us or no...or was it just a attraction or was it just a need of the situation.......everywhere is see a guy or a girl telling each other that they love each other very much and they will die if they r nt together.....same was the case with me and virat...we fell in love with each other and thn got married too......but what went wrong I myself dnt knw.....but guess falling in love is easy,making big promises is still more easier......,but what next.......the world after "I love you is totally different.......while getting married to virat.....all I knew was he loves me and I love him......and that was enough for us to spend our whole life together....untill he came and tld me" I guess I love maya she is the one I can think of spending my entire life she is perfect for me........... though as a wife of virat I wanted to fight with him and remind him th promises he had made......I didn't say anything..instead i smiled and said thank you virat u didn't hide anything frm me and tld the truth if u wanted u cud have cheated me or cud have left me without saying anything but u didn't so that shows the purity in u r love towards maya.....if u feel that she is right for u thn u are free virat and I have no prblm......
Many of my friends still scold me y I gave up on virat so easily y I didn't fight back.......but my take on the situation was different....if I wud have forced him to forget maya....guess it wud have been wrng and I believe that love cannot be forced..... I loved him so much that didn't want him to be with me for the sake of being....so I let him go free also though he had forgotten his promise I had never all I wanted was his happiness.......and today am happy I did that cos I know he will happy in his life his career his maya................and yes I broke one promise that is virat's demand of we remaining gud friends......but I didn't want to cos I didn't want maya to go through the same thing I went also I myself dnt believe in friendship after breakup concept...... I felt if virat could move on so easily then y not me.... I have to move on too......so left india left everything my life my husband.........
I had never thought in my life that after marriage one day I would have to leave my love my husband and once gain all alone.....
Its true life is unpredictable......... in my case I don't know if I was right by letting him go so easily or wrng......move on is simple word but in practice its difficult..........i still deep down in my heart knw vey well that I cant forgive and forget him...but I console myself by thinking that if our love was true we would nt have separated ....i still pray for his success and happiness...
Next song...
Jaane kyu log mohabbath kiya karthe hai...............off
Oh god I dnt y tis ria has collected all love songs....uff.....i am going mad now...
R:what did I do manvi just because u hate love songs I shouldn't listen is it or does it remind you of something...
M:what if I say yes
R:hmm manvi from 2 months I have been observing you u u try to hate him but u are nt able to...but still I feel u should have nt let him go easily cmon yaar u were in love with eachother...and some girl comes and everything is over.....
M:its nt about only maya or love but also I feel that I am nt a girl of virat's standards...
R:oh so u are saying suddenly he felt this way and he left u this he could have thought even before loving u ..he loved u for who u were..........remember....
M:yes u are rite but nw its all changed.....
R:no manvi I dnt think so.....might be there is smethng more and.....
M:pls ria if he wud have love dme thn he wud have never thought of maya maybe his love fr me was just a attraction and maya is his true love.....and am sure thy are happy with each other now
R:I have one doubt
M:what
R:is maya in any chance u r sister
M:chi no...y
R:no ....i just asked bcos u left u r love just like that without evn confronting her or virat ....if It was me I wud have killed her .....
M:I felt so too....but if virat loves her thn wats the use doing so ....
R:and that's y u left everything hats off for u r brain....
M:whatever u want u think ria am gng...to sleep now
R:in mind.....manvi I knw u love virat very much and must say he is very lucky......and yes also a big idiot who left u..hopefully he himself realizes this and u will be able to forgive him....
Manvi's felt her decision of letting him go was right cos for her his happiness were the priority....
In a relationship keeping one another happy is important and manvi knew this vey well so she she moved away but in a relationship it is also impt to show one another the right path...if one is wrng the other has to show thm the right direction...............may be manvi in her attempt to keep virat happy couldn't read virat's "bhawara mann".....
