One Direction Imagines

Your P.O.V:

Ever since Harry went back on tour, I feel empty. Before him I was this terrible mess. I wouldn't eat, I had no friends and I attempted to suicide. I meet him at a grocery store after I dumped the whole aisle of stuff down. Gemma would stop by sometimes to see me but it's not the same. I started cutting again. I can't be alone. It's hard having no friends or family. I love Harry, he's helped me after he realized what I was doing.

*Flashback*

I was in the bathroom, all alone. It doesn't hurt anymore. Every cut just made me realize how much I don't mean to anyone. After one more cut I woke up in Harry's arm.

"What are you doing!" he said.

"Getting rid of myself" I said.

"Why! I love you, please don't do this to yourself!"

I looked at him surprised. That's the first time he said that. He was holding me cradling me like a baby back and forth.

"Wait what?" I asked.

"I love you! Y/N and no one stop me from loving you. Please stop Y/N. You mean so much to me. I don't know what I would do without you" he replied. He was crying.

"I used to self-harm before One Direction and I got help because I knew that I was worth it and that I do have a purpose in the world" he said. You had nothing to say. You never knew that about him.

*Flashback done*

I walked around our nice apartment together. I saw the grand piano Harry bought for me for my 20th birthday. I started to play my favorite song.

Teen Idle

I wanna be a bottle blonde

I don't know why but I feel conned

I wanna be an idle teen

I wish I hadn't been so clean

I wanna stay inside all day

I want the world to go away

I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake

I wanna be a real fake

Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle

Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title

Instead of being sixteen, I'm burning up a bible

Feeling super! super! super! suicidal

The wasted years

The wasted youth

The pretty lies

The ugly truth

And the day has come where I have died

Only to find, I've come alive

I wanna be a virgin pure

A 21st century whore

I want back my virginity

So I can feel infinity

I wanna drink until I ache

I wanna make a big mistake

I want blood, guts, and angel cake

I'm gonna puke it anyway

Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle

Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title

Instead of being sixteen, I'm burning up a bible

Feeling super! Super! Super! Suicidal

The wasted years

The wasted youth

The pretty lies

The ugly truth

And the day has come where I have died

Only to find, I've come alive

Come alive, I've come alive

Oh oh,

I wish I wasn't such a narcissist

I wish I didn't really kiss

The mirror when I'm on my own

Oh God, I'm gonna die alone

Adolescence didn't make sense

The little loss of innocence

The ugliness of being a fool

Ain't youth meant to be beautiful?

Yeah, I wish I'd been, I wish I'd been, a teen, teen idle

Wish I'd been a prom queen, fighting for the title

Instead of being sixteen, I'm burning up a bible

Feeling super! Super! Super! Suicidal

The wasted years

The wasted youth

The pretty lies

The ugly truth

And the day has come where I have died

Only to find, I've come alive

Only to find, I've come alive

Only to find, I've come alive

*End Of Song*

I started crying. I miss him so much, he called last week. I know he's busy. I know he deserves someone better than me.

"That was beautiful"

I turned around. It was him. My Harry. I ran up to him and tugged him tightly.

"I missed you so much" I whispered to him.

"I miss you too beautiful" he replied.

He explained he had a few days off from the tour and that we he goes back he will bring me with him. We went to our room and just layed there together. Peacefully.

"I want you to know no matter how far away I am from you and no matter what anyone says, I love you and you are all that I need"