The Beginning

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Flashback

Everywhere around me you can hear:bip,bip,bip! Can't they understand that is crowded and that I can't move? It's already an hour that I'm not moving from the same spot. Why did I wanted to bought donuts with caramel. Yeah, I know that is stupid for eighteen old girl to go and buy donuts but they are my savior. When I just think that every minute I'll be in bakery full of beautiful flavors I calm down and sit peacefully. The car in front of me didn't move despite the green light on the traffic light.  "Are you going to move for fuck's sake?"  Why they can't just listen to a hungry girl? However my words did work and I was already in a busy street. My phone rang and on the screen appeared picture of my favourite person right now, Amanda. Girl with brown hair and hazel brown eyes. She is my style guru because I always ignored fashion and latest trends. We are total oppostites but we complete each other. She is open for talking about boys and shopping while I'm there just for school things. Since I was a little girl I wanted to go to the college I want not the on I need to go because of my friends or parents. 

"Hey sis." 

For a few moments there was a dead silence. You could only hear crying from the other side of the line. "Amanda, what happened?"  

"Harry..."

"What about him Amanda, talk for God's sake."

"Emili we broke up. It was all my fault." I could hear the sighs. "Amanda, I'm coming. Do not hurt yourself. I'm coming."

I turned the car in another direction and headed towards her house. I speeded up and almost hit the tree. I told her not to mess with rich people, that they will just hurt her but of course she didn't listen and she followed her heart. Truth is complicated thing. Whether you find the right person you can trust or you believed wrong person, believing your heart is the riskiest thing ever. After all, the only person you can believe is you. "Harry Styles you will pay if something happens to her. They were together for about a year, but they kept their relationship secret because Harry is some famous guy in London. For his parents, he was with some model, I can' remember her name right now. In fact, they were paying her to be with him so he wouldn't be everyday in newspapers and that would cost them a lot because they are big name in business. I was in front of Amanda's house when I rushed out of the car and knocked on the door. 

"Emili dear, thank God you're here. Amanda locked her in a room since this morning and she doesn't want to go out. Do you what's happening?"  I just walked by Mrs.Clark and told her that she broke up with her boyfriend. I speeded up and knocked on the door of her room. "Amanda it's Emili."  Soon I saw my best friend's face full of mascara smudges. She sat on her bed. I closed the door and sat next to her. "Amanda", I lifted her head and looked into her eyes that lost their previous glow. She started to cry but I immediately wiped her tears and then I hugged her. 

"It was all my fault Emili, all."  I kissed her in the forehead. 

"Of course it's not Amanda."  She pulled out of my hands and wiped her face. 

"I told his parents that we are together. Harry found out and he yelled at me. He almost hit me Emili."

"He did what? I'm gonna kill him."

"You should kill me, not him."

"Babe it's not your fault, you shouldn't be so upset."

"How can you say that?!?" She pushed me and went to bathroom. I wanted to go in with her but she locked the door. "Amanda open the fucking door." I heard her screaming but I couldn't do anything at that moment. "Amanda, don't hurt yourself. Please, open the door." I couldn't believe that I could lose my friend in this moment because of that idiot. I pushed the door and the opened. I saw Amanda with the box of pills in her hands. I took them and throw at the toilet mug. She crouched down and hugged her knees. I hugged her too.. "Amanda, everything will be allright."

"Why are you so good with me? You should just let me take those pills and let me die. Everything will be easier that way."  Amanda took my hand and started playing with my fingers. And then she just passed out. "MRS. CLARK!!"  I shaked her body but nothing helped. "MRS. CLARK!!" I was already crying.  "Emili, what's happe... Oh My God! JOHN AMANDA IS HAVING ANOTHER PANIC ATTACK!!"   She hugged Amanda.

"Not this again, not this again..." I was confused. What not again? And how Amanda had panic attack, she never had them. Mr. Clark burst into the bathroom and took Amanda in his arms. He went out with her. So did I and Mrs. Clark was following me. They put her in the car while I just stand there and watched. " Why she passed out Mrs. Clark?"

"When she was little she changed her mood very fast and had suicidal thought. We took her to the psychiatrist who said that she has some psychological problems but they should vanish through the puberty. They did but some how they showed up again few months ago. Sometimes she just pass out when her panic attacks are big."  I nodded and looked Amanda through the glass. "Can I help you?" 

"You already did enough. Go home and rest. We will call you soon Emili."

-Next morning-

I went to visit Amanda in hospital. My friend, until yesterday smiling now sitting on a bed full of sorrow. Her heart was broken in thousands of pieces because one guy. A guy who she loved, and hoped mutual love. She tried to laugh, and then lowered her head. I sat beside her and held her tightly. "Well where is my Amanda?" She laugh and took my hand. "Thank you for everything Emili. You were always here for me. I can't thank you enough."

"That's what friends are for."

She lowered her head again and said:" I want you to do something for me Emili."

"Sure. What is it?"

"I want you to revenge Harry for this mess in my life. If you say no I will under..." But I cut her off. "Just tell me what should I do."

" I knew I had a loyal friend. So listen carefully.."

End of flashback

Sorry I didn't upload yesterday like I said. I was just to busy. There could be some grammar errors so I'm sorry but you should understand that  English is not my first language.

Thank you for almost 30 reads on prologue. Thank you very much. I hope you like this chapter...See ya soon!!! 

Nevena xxx

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