More Than This *On Hold*

Episode 5: Fights

Hello my lovely Directioners!!!!! How are  you guys? I go back to schoo on Monday so my updates will be slower,but ill try my best to update when I can. With lots of love Shantelle

                                                                Zayn's P.O.V.                  

"Zayn why are you so mad?" Rosa's been asking me the same question since we got home because I'm not answering

"Zaynieeeee! Why aren't you answering me!"

"It's nothing Rosa, drop it!" I felt bad for yelling at her since I've never yelled at her before. She noticed too because her eyes widened

"Are you mad at me?"

"No, no of course not, love. You didn't do anything."

"Then why are you so mad?" Rosa sat next to me on the couch and put her head on my shoulder. I instinctively wrapped my arm around her waist pulling her closer and she grabbed my hand linking our fingers.

"It's nothing you have to worry about love. Do you want to watch a movie?"

"Sure."

"What movie?" I looked at her and she smiled sheepishly. I already knew what movie she was taking about

"You're such a geek." I told her before putting on a random Harry Potter movie. Like halfway through the movie I looked at Rosa and she wasn't even paying attention. She was looking down at our hands. She's always doing that so I'm not even gonna worry. Suddenly her eyes widen and she jumps off the couch

"I know why you're so mad!"

"I'm not mad Rosa."

"Yes you are! Stop lying to me!"

"I.Am.Not.Mad."

"Yes you are!"

"No I'm not!"

"Then explain to me why, when I was telling Mary about the guys staring at me you squeezed my hand so hard you almost cut my circulation! Tell me why you were doing that! And when I said how else am I supposed to get a boyfriend?!  How the hell will I ever have somebody if you never let me out of your sight! Please explain all that to me Zayn because I'm clueless!"

"Because Rosa! I'm just watching out for you!" By now,I don't know how we got in this position,but I had her pressed against the wall with both of my hands at either side of her head.

"Why!? You don't have to watch out for me! You're my best friend! Not my brother! I have Louis for that! You're supposed to support me,not go against me!" I don't know what came over me,but without saying one word,I crashed my lips against hers. I kissed her! I finally kissed her! Something I've been wanting to do since we were 13. While we kissed I said

"Because you're mine. I don't want any other guy near you." But she wasn't responding.

"Please respond? Do something." Then she started moving her lips with mine. Thank god! We practically snogged for a while until she stopped again and pushed me away. Ugh!

"I can't Zayn. You have a girlfriend." Shit! I forgot about Perrie! "And I have a boyfriend. It's not right. I'm going home. Bye." When she said she had a boyfriend my blood boiled

"You are home. Where are you going?"

"No, I mean with Louis and Shantelle." Before I could answer she walked out the door. Great! I just lost my best friend! Smart Zayn, smart! Ugh, I'm such a screw up!