Getting to know me

Introducing myself

My name is very long, so many people call me Fab, more because of the fact that it was cut off the list than anything else really. I love the fact that nobody else has my name in school, and that it supposedly means "bean-grower or bean-seller" which is very ironic since I'm not a big fan of beans. Enough with my name. I was born on February 5th, 1999. Here's a fun fact about my birthday; Every single time I've celebrated my birthday here in Canada, school's been called off due to the amount of snow. I hope that doesn't change this year either. I live in the new neighbourhood. I live with my mom, my step-father and dog (she's a 6 years old Yorkie). To be honest, other than reading I don't really have a hobby. I don't work, but I consider myself a great teen-maid.

I was born and raised as a catholic by a very catholic family, after family issues I completely lost interest in almost everything, and stopped believing in everything. I'm not religious, at least not anymore. If there's truly a God, he or she certainly doesn't have my faith. I believe that we walk alone, and there is nothing more. I want to say I do have a soul, since there are studies that could prove reincarnation is actually possible. One can't reincarnate without a soul, bodies are everywhere, souls are not. I think after you die, you have a new beginning since you become new flesh with your very own self.

Personally, I don't believe there is such thing as right or wrong. My definition of good is entirely different than my mom's, or really any other human. To me there are 2 types of people in this world, the ones that say tomayto, and the ones that say tomahto. One is pronounced right, and the other one wrong. It's up to you to decide which one is the wrong one, and which one is the right one. I'm team tomayto, is my team the right or wrong one to you? I think of life as an open book, I'm the trickster in my own story. No one ever knows where I'm coming from, nor I know what I'm doing. If I truly have a purpose on earth, I really wish that involves me helping others. Sometimes I forget to remember I'm not Nelson Mandela's reincarnation.

There are many things that are important to me, some are actually important like my family. Others are very typical of a teenage girl, such as lipstick. Lets be honest, no one likes dry-burning lips more than I do. About my life goals, I have none. I like to live in the present, the future is something I can worry about the day I start paying my own taxes. To be fair, I once dreamed of being bilingual, which became a reality the day I stopped dreaming, and started working on it. As I said before, I like to think I'm the trickster of my own story. Religion/faith doesn't really apply to someone who's got my definition of a trickster. But then again, do you ever know what cards am I going to play?