No Where But Up

Intro

I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now. All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left. Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don't know what to do. I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more. 

YN is famous. 19 year old. Queen Of Pop

^Your Pov^

I never understood why I get so much hate but like I always say "If there isn't hate, there isn't love," I'm guessing people go for the easy target. I make a mistake and the world hates me. I get hate from fans, media and other people. I'm just a teenager. I'm not a normal teenager.

I never have shown who the real me is, people judge to much. I never get to smile as much I want to. People just believe the smile I put everyday. If they only knew that I'm actually dying.

5:00am 

Another show to do. Meet & greets. Having to face the world with a fake smile and fake side of me isn't easy at all.I guess I'm just a pro at it.

That moment when I get on stage is where I can be myself. That one place. Where I get goosebumps just thinking about it. 

-Justin Pov-

Fuck! I scream to the world. Just another day where Paps annoy me. I live in a world where my only escape is music. I don't the point of someone stalking you for living. I just wish sometimes I get one day off. Freedom. 

I ran to the car with my hoodie down and hearing one of the Paps scream at me to go back to Canada. I flipped, I was already pissed because of Marie. The love of my life left me. "The fuck did u said?" " I'll beat the fuck out of you". I wanted to hit him real bad.

I got a text from Scooter "Justin.. Concert". "Yeah I know. Thanks for the remainder." I know he is mad, that is probably is out worldwide. He didn't text me after that. I got out to go to the practice room. Beliebers everywhere. I had to force a smile.

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I'm making this story because everyone has a fake side. And I know for sure there is one place or thing that makes you feel like yourself. :)

Be Yourself. 

*Coming Soon* 

{This was a sneek peek}