Bad Reputation; Shawn Mendes

1. America

"I'm not your girl, honey, sugar bear, sweetheart, Angel, friend with benefits, or side hoe. I'm not going to be tied down. Get used to it."

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America Adams.

I hated school. Hated it since I was 12 and now that I'm 17 I still hate it. The only possible good thing about this year is that it's my last year. They say high school is the best years of your life. Total bullshit.

They were the worst years but hey I survived. It wasn't the way I thought I'd get through it but it is what it is. All that matters is that in 10 months I'll be gone. Out of the school and far away from this place.

I got ready for school by taking a quick shower at 5 am. I did what I needed to before getting out of the shower. I put on my lace underclothes and then putting on a white crop top. I slid on my pre-ripped jeans and then slid on my white vans.

I looked my self over through the mirror and felt confident in the way I looked. I then curled my long dark hair and then did my makeup. After I was done I grabbed my bag, phone, earbuds, and glasses before leaving the house.

My dad had left an hour ago so I had to lock up. I didn't live so far from the school and I didn't exactly have enough money to afford a car. I put on my glasses and then put my ear buds in and pressed shuffle on my music. I put my phone in my back pocket as I walked to school.

As usual when I walk there is other students driving past and it's usually the guys who honk their car at me. I then take the time to flip them off as they pass by. I'm not saying I'm innocent and don't make out or have sex with guys. I do.

It's just it's sad and kind of disappointing to know that there isn't one chivalrous guy out there. I got to the school and when I entered it was like a freaking zoo. It was annoying as always, all you heard was "how was your summer" or "I missed you so much".

It's funny cause I bet they never even contacted each other over the summer. I don't have friends, people think it's sad but it's not. There's no one to disappoint me or be lied to or have fake friends. I don't have friends cause they all believed in the stupid rumors and claimed they wanted nothing to do with me.

Some friends. That's when knew I didn't need friends. I walked into the crowded halls trying to get through. Every now and then there was cat calls, whistles and even ass grabs. I swear the next douche that grabs my ass will wish he didn't.

I had nice size boobs and a ass, guess that's why I get stares from total pigs. It's not exactly my fault either it's not like I got them done or something.

I'm not a fucking piece of meat they can just grab when they want to. I got to my locker and opened it up to grab my text book for history. I got my schedule a few days ago when they had open house because I wasn't planning on waiting in that long ass line.

I closed my locker and seen Derek, the schools biggest douche, leaning against the locker beside mine. I rolled my eyes but he couldn't see because of my glasses. I held my book on my side as I walked down the hall with Derek on my heels.

"Hey America how was your summer?" He asked as he slapped my ass.

I stopped walking and looked at him as I lowered my glasses, "Touch my ass again and you'll be sorry Derek. Now what do you want?" I say before lifting up my glasses.

"Well I was wondering if we could catch up today after practice." He said with a smirk.

I let out a laugh, "Yeah no thanks." I say as I turn the corner.

He grabbed my arm making me stop, "What? Why not?" He asked getting a little pissed off.

I dug into my purse and got a piece of gum from my pack before putting it in my mouth.

"Don't take it personal I just don't like other girls sloppy seconds." I tell him and he glared at me.

I now noticed there was a crowd, "You didn't mind before so why now?" He asked obviously enjoying the fact that there's a crowd.

"Because Derek I got what I wanted, a quickie before I went home. That's all it was honestly, a quickie it's not like you took long or whatnot." I said.

All you could hear were guys snickering and saying "damn" or "burn". I didn't do it for reactions I was just stating the truth.

"Well...you're a slut so I don't even know why having sex with me is a problem." He said as he tried to come up with something to say.

I rolled my eyes, "Derek the problem is you want to fuck everything that moves and I don't feel like having your tic tac again. Stop being a lost puppy and move on." I say and there were tons of different reactions.

I then turned around and walked away, as I walked in the direction of my class everyone separated. Some girls gave me glares and whispered 'that's the schools slut' or 'what a hoe' then there's rumors like 'apparently she slept with everyone on campus'. I just kept on walking though.

Cause no matter what the rumors were or what they called me it wasn't going to change. There will still be rumors new or old. The names will never change, my reputation is permanent all I do is embrace it.

Cause guys are assholes who only want something to fuck. Girls are just bitches that need drama to survive. They start everything about me because their boyfriends want me. I'm not trying to be cocky either it's true. I've ruined so many relationships because their boyfriends are pigs and so unloyal. Not my fault.

I just want to live life to the fullest and get out of this hell hole.

Authors Note//
So many of you wanted me to start it so I will.
Here's the first chapter enjoy!
Let me know what you think.
Until Next Time Peace Lovelies💚🤘🏼