Holding onto two (twenty one pilots fan fiction)

Chapter 5

Warning!! If you are sensitive to miscarriage I would either not read this chapter or be cautious. I mean no disrespect to anyone who lost a baby prematurely. Rest in paradise angels who were taken too soon 💜🌌

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"Ley you're being ridiculous!" Tyler yelled from the kitchen.
"How am I being ridiculous!?" I yelled back angrily.
"You can't get out of Josh's Halloween party that easy."
"Who said I was trying to get out of Josh's Halloween party?"
"Harley you've been fine all day but now you 'feel sick' we all know you and Josh have tension."
"We sorted it out Ty; I genuinely feel sick, I have a migraine and I think I'm gonna vomit."
"Come on." Tyler pulled me down to the car. I got in and buckled up.

We got to the party and there was so many people, the music was on full and I still felt like I was going to vomit. I couldn't see straight and I wanted to go home.
"Are you okay?" Louise asked waving her hand in front of my eyes. I just shook my head slowly. "You're as pale as a ghost." She continued. I sat down for a bit but that didn't help; I had to go home.
"I want to go home Tyler!" I shouted over the drum & bass.
"Well I want to stay!"
"Tyler I feel really ill."
"Go home then! Here's the car keys, I'll get a taxi." I grabbed the Keys and tutted loudly.
"Wow really nice of you. What a great husband I have!" I stormed out of Josh's house and started the car.

"Can you here me Mrs Jospeh?" A monotone voice said. A bright light hung above me and I thought I was back in Allina. My migraine was 10 times worse than it was when I left the party.
"I'm doctor Trainor. You were in a car accident on the freeway, you are in hospital now and you have been stabilised." My eyes squinted to see him in the blinding light.
I heard shouting and crashing of equipment in the background.
"Let me see her!" Somebody yelled. My eyes finally adjusted and I could see Tyler trying to push through some doctors near the entrance.
"I want to see him." I gasped. Dr. Trainor signalled for the doctors to let him through. He sprinted to my bed and fell to his knees at the foot of my bed.
"I'm so sorry Harley. I'm an awful husband, I don't even deserve to be your husband. I shouldn't have forced you to go to that party." He cried. I couldn't focus and my abdomen started to hurt. I started to panic and I couldn't breath properly.

I blacked out again.

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Tyler's P•O•V

I kneeled at the foot of her bed sobbing violently. Blurryface screamed over and over in my head.
"You aren't good enough! You're an awful man! You're barely a man."
I looked up for a second and Harley was passed out, I small patch of blood was growing on her bed sheet. I called for the doctor frantically.
I was pushed out of the way and Harley was taken to a private room. I waited for an hour or so until a doctor came out with a relieved but grief stricken look on his face.
"Mr Joseph." He began. I stood up quickly and placed myself in front of him waiting for the news. "Your wife is fine but I regret too inform you that your wife has unfortunately had a miscarriage." Tears formed in my dark eyes. Memories and dreams were clear in them.
'I lost a baby I didn't even know about.' I thought.
"Can I see her?" I asked sadly.
"Yes, she is right through there." The doctor pointed to a door at the end of the corridor.

She looked so pale. I couldn't stand seeing her like that. Her eyes fluttered open but there was no sparkle left.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you." She cried.
"Ley don't be stupid, it doesn't matter you didn't tell me. I just want to be here for you."
"It would've been so different if you knew though."
"Don't think like that." I walked over and held her hand tightly; I kissed her fingertips and flattened down her hair.
"I Uh.... miscarried in Allina as well." She cried harder. My heart broke a little bit. Two babies lost and I didn't even know. I took a deep breath in and cried with her. "It's not your fault Ley."
"I'm an awful mother. I'm worse than my own, I couldn't even care for a child that wasn't born yet." I rested my head on her stomach. I gently kissed above her belly button and a tear rolled off of my cheek and hit her belly right in the centre.
"We weren't ready; God knew that." I sniffled. She nodded and wiped away her tears.
"One day." She sighed.
"One day." I repeated.

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Welllll..... that was a bit sad. Sorry for it being sad. Love you all.
-Jess