Beckie's pov
I got home and broke down again I hadn't told him the major part of the story im pregnant and I had to tell him he couldn't not know but it was to soon I was having an abortion anyway I wasn't keeping a baby that was caused by rape.
*buzz*
I had a text
~From harry~
~Will pick you up at 6~
~To Beckie~
You weren't feeling to great because of the baby I just wanted it gone but this lifted the spirits. I think I may love harry. But I couldn't. Why not. He is always there for me what am I saying I haven't even known his for 24 hours.
It was 4 and I decide it's best to get ready you put on your wet-look leggings with a pretty top and white converse you apply your makeup and put your hair Into a messy bun. It was 5:45 once you where ready you grabbed your phone and put the case on it that had a pocket for money inside so you didn't need a bag you grabbed a cardigan and brushed your teeth again. The doorbell rang and I raced to the door to see harry looking hot then he took one look at and had a cute smile on his face
'You ready beautiful'
I noodled and smiled. We got in his car. He looked me up and down I was slightly worried but then he smiled.
'You look gorgeous'
I grinned and replied ' you don't scrub up bad yourself'
He started the car and started to drive
' are you alright now beautiful'
You lied and nodded holding back tears. You weren't fine atall your stomach was in so much pain but you couldn't tell him .
We finally arrived and saw the boys with Perrie and Eleanor we joined then and hugged each other I felt like finally I had people there for me. The night went on and you and Perrie got really close. You where slightly behind everyone.
'Fuck' i said quietly grabbing my stomach
Perrie suddenly stopped.
'Beckie are you alright'
'Im fine' I lied letting a tear stream down my face
'Whats up'
'Perrie please don't tell anyone but I'm pregnant... But I'm having a abortion' I cried
'Beckie who's is it... It's not Harry's is it? '
' no no no it's my exs but....' I stuttered and explained my story again tears all down my face still in a lot of pain. I finished my story
'.....he then raped me but harry doesn't know that I'm pregnant he just knows the rest'
She hugged me tight
'You have to tell him'
'I know but I can't...'
' we'll you have to because what will you say when you go through the abortion?'
'I know and I will but at the right time'
By now the rest of the group where miles ahead so i wipe away my tears and Perrie got her makeup bag out and we moved into the light because it was dark out and she touched up my makeup
'Perfect' she said putting away her makeup bag 'let's go'
We caught up to the boys and Eleanor when they sat on a bench
'Thanks for leaving me guys' Eleanor said we all giggled
' what where you talking about then girls' harry said
'Girlie stuff' Perrie giggled
