Purpose. Jungkook - BTS

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(Y/N P.O.V)
I knocked on Jungkooks apartment door, yet I've gotten no reply. Once again I knocked, without any use. 'He should be home, he said he would be free today...' I think to myself. That's when a wave of worry came over me. Luckily he had given me a spare key to his apartment.

With that key, I opened the door, seeing the living room and kitchen empty, causing my worry to grow.
"Jungkook?" I called out, but I didn't receive any response. "Ya Jeon Jungook, don't scare me like this!" I shout out once again, an uneasy feeling in my stomach.

I walked further into the house, and heard something from the bathroom. 'Water?' I thought, as I continued to walk towards the bathroom. The noise of water became clearer and clearer until I was at the door. Looking down, to listen for any more sound, I saw water slowly leaving from beneath the bathroom door. "Crap" I mumbled and opened the door, only to see Jungkook sitting at the bathtubs bottom, and looking like he was waiting for the water to fill the tub. "H-hey! Jungkook!" I say, startled by the scene.

I quickly go into his room, finding a blanket, and run back to the bathroom. Once I'm back in the bathroom, I cover Jungkook with the blanket, and quickly turn off the tap. I look back at Jungkook, who was clearly freezing, clinging onto the blanket around him.

I help him stand up, and got him in to his bedroom. After sitting him down on the bed, I chose him his warmest clothes I could find and gave them to him. "Please change and I'll make you some soup" I say as I walk out the door.

I went to the kitchen, trusting Jungkook that he won't hurt himself or anything like that. As I was just adding the last flavouring into the soup, I felt arms wrap around my waist, and his head lean against my back, causing me to quickly turn of the stove and turn around to Jungkook, and hug him back. "Sit down and I'll finish with the soup and give you some okay?" I asked him, but he shook his head no and continued hugging me.

After two or three minutes of asking him, Jungkook finally sat down at the table. I sat down beside him and placed the bowl of soup in front of him. He just cuddled into the blanket around him more, refusing to eat. "Jungkook, please eat this..." I ask softly, not wanting to sound stern, annoyed or anything along those lines. I sight and picked up the spoon and placed it in front of Jungkooks lips, earning an annoyed and disgusted look. Although he didn't seem happy with it, he decided to eat any ways. "Thank you" I say to him.

Once he's finished eating, an hour and a half passed. I don't blame him though. I take his hand and lead him back to his room, tucking him into bed so that he can sleep. I was about to leave the room, but he grabbed my wrist, causing me to turn around. He had this pained, broken look in his eyes, I couldn't just leave him like that. I sat back down next to his bed, and just let him hold my hand, so that he could fall asleep, hopefully not noticing my burning red cheeks.

After I was sure that Jungkook has fallen asleep, I stood up, leaving his room. I sat down on the couch, nervously, wanting to know what happened for him to do such a thing. Whilst I was lost in thoughts, a knock was heard from his front door. I got up to open the door, only to reveal a lively Jimin and an annoyed looking Namjoon.

"Oh hey Y/N- owe! What was that for?!" Jimin shouts, after I hit him.
"Shut up Jimin, Jungkooks asleep, I don't think he will want me to tell you what happened but I'm worried so please be quiet and let him sleep" I ask Jimin, who pouts, but agrees. "Anyways, come in. Help yourself a to some soup I made if you're hungry." I say as I let the two boys in.

"What happened to Jungkook any ways? " Namjoon asks, looking quite worried too. "Well, I don't want to say anything in case he doesn't want anyone to know, but all I'm gonna say is that he must have been really hurt for the past few weeks, or months, or even years. Who knows. Just please don't say anything to the rest okay? When Jungkook wakes up I will tell you if he's okay or not, okay?" I explain to the two boys sitting in front of me, who nod in response. I thank them.
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Namjoon and Jimin have  just left. I was closing the door after them, when I heard a groan from behind. I quickly turn around, to find a tired looking Jungkook at the frame of the walk way. I slowly walk towards him. "Hey, how are you feeling?" I ask, but get no response from him, but a stare. I take him to the couch, and just waiting for him to say something. He didn't even look in my direction, it kind of hurt, but I understand why he's doing so. I wouldn't want to look at someone who has just found me in this kind of situation. "Jungkook, please say something..." I ask softly, only to have him look at the wall to his right. "I know." I say as I pull him up, and get him to follow me into his room. I take his laptop, and tell him to get into bed. After he did so, I laid down beside him, putting the laptop onto our legs. I turned on a movie so that it would hopefully take his mind off of what has happened two hours ago. We watched about two movies, when I started to feel tired, so I leaned my head on Jungkooks shoulder, and fell asleep soon after.

(Jungkooks's P.O.V)
I felt Y/N lean her head on my shoulder, causing me to look at her, and saw that she was yawning, making me smile. After a while of watching the third movie, I looked back at her, seeing she's asleep. A smile came across my face, as I saw her peaceful face so close to me, making my cheeks heat up.

I closed the laptop, and put it down beside the bed, and adjusted the two of us so that we could lay down. Once we were laying down, I looked at her calm expression for a bit. 'I guess I found my purpose to live.' I thought to myself as I was finally able to fall asleep with a smile for the first time in a few years.

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Oh god this is still so long, considering I cut out many parts from this. (And here I am writing like someone will actually read this.)

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