After that kiss (a shoey fan-fiction)

Chapter 53

Hey you guys, real quick. I just want to apologize for last month, November. Last month just wasnt my month (it was my bday month but, you know what I mean). It wasnt the best of months. I promise that they're gonna be way more chapters this month. Starting today. Lets go!!

Joey's P.O.V

I woke up and looked around. I got up and walked around the house. I noticed how messy it was. How'd it get like this? So i decided to wake Shane up. I walked back to our room and kissed him. It woke him up.

Shane: Whaaattttt babe

Joey: Did you notice how dirty this house is?

Shane: Huh?

Joey: C'mon. It's time to take a tour through house messy.

Shane: But i don't waannnnnaaaaa. I wanna go back to....*snore*

Joey: Ughhh

I took the covers off of him and started rubbing his...place....

Shane: Joey...

Joey: Please

Shane: But but but....fine

Joey: Yay!! C'mon sleepy

I grabbed his hand and pulled him to walk around. I got to the living room and we both gasped. I hadn't come in here yet. But that topped it off.

Shane: Um Joey. When did this happen?

Joey: I dont know. We should start cleaning

Shane: I agree

We started cleaning. When we finished, it kind of looked like nothing happened. Unless you look at the outside garbage cans. There are like 3 bags out there. The cleaning was like 4 hours. We sat down on the couch. We didnt know what to do. So i told him that we'd play a game. I'd ask a question and he'd honestly answer and visa versa. He agreed and we started to play.

Joey: What do you like about me?

Shane: I love everything. From your personality to your appearance. Everything. Your beautiful green eyes that sparkle and tells your emotions, that changes colors deepening on your mood. Your beautiful face. Perfect body. Your-

Joey: Shane i get it. Sorry, if i let you go any longer, first off, you can go on for days, second, i won't be able to control myself and it will become a make out session.

Shane: Oh, so let me keep going.

Joey: Shane

Shane: Fine. Would you break up with me if i screwed something up, even if it was an accident?

Joey: Never. Not even if it was my last life line.

Shane looked relieved

Joey: Why'd you get the tattoo?

Shane: Because i love you. I want you to know that, i want you to know that i will always love you. No matter what. I want to feel it, i want to feel that you know. I can't explain.

Joey: No, no. I understand.

Wow.

Shane: Ok. What is one thing i don't know about you?

Hmm....

Joey: Hmm...

Shane's P.O.V

Did he really put himself that out there? To the point that he can't even think of one?

Joey: Um... I don't think i actually told you about the time and why i decided to be gay.

Shane: Nn-nn

Meaning i said no

Joey: Well, i was 10. I had just gotten my first girlfriend. I was the happiest person on that day. Then my best friend at the time, Snow, had said that every friend of hers, girls, were gossiping that she was only dating me for popularity. The boys, half of them, were on her side calling me names. No body ever cared about me. No body ever loved me, not even my mom. I only had Snow. But I had told Snow i was done with girls. She said it was okay and tried to comfort me. I just tried to stay with her. In her arms. She helped me through everything. Always. After eighth grade, i ran away. She had found me, and brought me back. I didnt know what to do. She always video chatted me, she still does. But she did, and i never let go of her. But I've loved guys since then. Because girls has put a scar on me. And either way, i would have always love you.

I stared at him. I teared up. But I held it in.

Shane: Can-can i meet her?

Joey: Snow?

I nodded

Joey: Why?

Shane: Please?

He nodded.

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I love ya. I really do. I would say something that i hope you guys know. But all im saying is i need help. Im not specifying in details. Please don't give up on me. I will never give up on you. You guys are one of the best things in my life. And im not just throwing the word "love" out there. It's because i do. If you guys need someone to talk to, kik me @sammystar26_. Anyway that's that. I've got more to say. But I won't say it. I just need....a family. I mean, i have a family, im not a foster. I just dont feel like they are always true. Anyway i need to stop talking. I love you. I HOPE YOU HAD FUN HANGING WITH ME I HAD FUN HANGING WITH YOU MAY THE ODDS BE EVER IN YOUR FAVOR AND I WILL SEE YOU TOMORROW MOST LIKELY GOOOOOOOOODBYE ;)