the letters of un-confident teens

letter one

dear writer,

i have grown to learn to hate everything about myself, but all i do is hide it.

ever since kindergarten I felt different and unwanted. i would feel like no one thought i was beautiful or kind.

kids would call me names and give me dirty looks.

they would call me

-fat

-worthless

-stupid

and so much more. honestly i still believe those words and i often call myself much worse.ill stand in front of the mirror for hours just looking at my every flaw and feel like i should leave this shit hole of a planet. would it be possible to leave without notice and without care?

i often think of the future and if it'll be positive or negative,i mostly think it'll be negative. people always say things get better with time but how can i believe that when for almost all i life its been getting worse?

i would really like to get better but i don't have the energy to do anything. i feel numb and dumb. my best friend on the other hand says that I'm gorgeous, but i just can't see it. i mean i have acne and stomach rolls and ugly eyebrows and fat cheeks and a fat stomach, i just don't see myself as gorgeous or even remotely pretty. how can i when all my life I've been called anything but that.

i need to hide these letter before someone finds them. no one must know that i am anything but a happy soul.

sincerely

-the girl with a shattered mirror

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anyways guys this is my first chapter

if you didn't understand these letters in the story are from the 2 different people

will someone find them?

also the letters are put into a secret place where only those 2 people know.

genders? you will have to see