C for Courage

NO!!

I sat down in the nursery and rocked Christian back and forth slowly in the rocking chair. He's been up since two in the morning and it's now four in the afternoon.

Usually when he misses his nap I don't try to put him down for a late nap but today were going to Andy and Juliet's for a band cook-out. Any band that has friends in Black Veil Brides will be there. So, this cookout is going to be huge and eventful. To keep both kids awake they're taking naps before usual nap times and then woke up later than their usual wake up time.

I sing Christian his favorite lullaby, which is a fan made lullaby called 'the band lullaby'.

'hush little baby don't you cry.
Don't cut your arms
And don't say goodbye.

Put down that razor.
And put down that knife.

It might be hard.
But you'll when this fight.'

I repeat the song until he's asleep and then I carefully lay him in his crib. I sit down in the rocking chair again. I pull out my phone and start texting Dahvie.

Okay, so for the past three months I have been dating Dahvie Insanity. He treats Christian like his own child and he treats me better than James did. I am still hopelessly deeply in love with CC, though.

"OPEN THE DOOR!! I WANT MY SON!!" A familiar male voice yelled.

I'm home alone so I made sure my now three year old son was asleep still and sprinted to the front door. I opened it cautiously.

"H... Hi... Why are you here..?" I said trying not to let the fear show.

"I want my damn son. I saw all the pictures on Google of him with Black Veil Shit. I want my son! NOW!" He yelled as he slammed his fist to the door on the really loud 'now'.

"MAMA!!" Christian screamed in fear.

I heard scurrying and a thud. Next thing I know James pushes past me and grabs my son and runs to his car, driving off.

"NO!! NO!! NOOO!!" I screamed bloody murder.

I rushed to the land line and called the cops.

Dispatcher: 9-1-1 please state your emergency

Me: my son was just kidnapped by his biological father.

Dispatcher: how long ago ma'am?

Me: four minutes ago.

Dispatcher: units are on their way to your location.

Me: I didn't tell you my location..

Dispatcher: are you currently at 2020 willow creek private drive?

Me: creepy, but yes I am. I've got to call my brother. So I've got to hang up.

I hung up without other word. I dialed Jinxx with shaking hands. He loves his nephew with all the guitar picks and violin bows in the world.

"Hello?" Jinxx's soft spoken gruff voice sounded.

I could tell he's tired as all hell.

"Um. James came over today. He kidnapped my toddler." I said suddenly and finally busting to tears.

"Oh hell no!" I heard CC yell.

"I'm going to call Dahvie to come over. I don't​ want to be alone right now." I said.

"Okay baby girl. Be careful and take care of yourself. I know it's hard, but you still need to take care of yourself." Ashley said.

"Okay. Bye guys." I said.