Red Thread. ➳ j.j.k [HIATUS]

5

It's been a week snice the incident.3 days after that day was the funeral.Jungkook and Tzuyu had been bullying me non stop.Tzuyu even gotten her Gnag to bully me as well,I gotten so use to the bullying that when they beat me I don't care.It's not always the tears that shows that pain..sometimes it's the smile we fake.Isnt it sad that your hurt so much that you can say "I'm used to it".It hurts but I don't show the pain.I need to be strong.They do it so much that I'm used to it.Even though I show sign of pain on my face it does not mean I'm hurt. deep in my heart I can feel my self breaking and I feel like I'm slowly dying.I also had changed a lot this week.Instead of being cheerful and happy I became cold hearted.I don't talk much,smile,laugh,etc..People don't talk to me anymore as well.Alwell though..being alone is...nice

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It's lunch time at the moment.I walked to my locker from my classroom and put my books and stuff back into my locker.I closed it and heard laughter.I know that laugh,I turned around and saw Jungkook and his friends having fun.I could feel butterfly's in my stomach.Yeah,I had not gotten rid of my feelings for him yet...what can I say,Change is hard.Ther're is no point of loving him.I, just wasting my time,he will never be mine...he hates me and he has a girlfriend of his own.I feel like I'm waiting for something that is never gonna happen.You lose yourself trying to hold on to someone who doesn't care about losing you.Its..sad. is  it's ok..just knowing he is happy and smiling is enough for me...

I snapped out of my thoughts and headed to the rooftop.I need fresh air.Having to keep all your emotions and problems to yourself is hard.I went towards the edge and sat down with my feet dangling.I plugged in my earphones and played some music.

Suddenly I felt my hair being pulled back. Looked at the person who did it

"What do you want Tzuyu?Do you not understand the words LEAVE ME ALONE?

I said with a poker face

"Hmm...I want you to die!"

She then kicked me in the stomach and started punching me.I kept a straight face and got up after she threw a few punches.I wiped the blood off my cheek and grabbed her by the coller and pushed her against the wall causing her head to hit the brick wall.

"How many fucking times do I have to tell you to leave me alone"

She looked at me with fear.Just then the door opened.

"Hey Tzuy-....WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!

Jungkook than pulled me off of her and punched me.I fell to the ground and he pulled me back up by the hair.He punched me again causing me to fall,pulling me back up by the hair and kicking me hard the the stomach.He then pulled something sharp from his pocket.It happens to be a pocket knife.He then brought it closer to me face and cuting my cheek causing it to bleed.

He pulls out my arms and lifted up my sleeves showing the cuts I did myself

"What a depressed loner...who cuts them selfs?What a loser"

He said.The then started making a bunch of cuts in both my arms making them bleed like hell.I was biting my lip preventing me to make any noise.i can't show my weakness I can't show my weakness I repeated in my mind.I glared at him with a puddle of blood around me

"Not everyone has a happy life Jungkook"

I hope one day you realize how much your hurting me Jungkook.I got up and went out the door.He looked at me shocked.As I was walking through the hallway people were wispering and stuff.I know their talking about me.I did not bother hiding the fact that my arms are bleeding a lot.I don't care

"Oh my god!Whats wrong with her arms"

"Oh my god does she cut herself?What a loser haha!"

"Why is she not crying?Why does she still have that face on she has everyday?Ugh..she's one crazy person"

My vision started getting blurry.Every step I took felt like someone was stabbing me again and again.My vision got blurrier and blurrier by the second.

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I made it out of the school and I'm now in a dark ally way.I took out my water bottle and spilled it on my cuts.//sigh//what I'm I doing..this is never gonna work.I got up and went home.

I got myself cleaned up when I got home and wrapped Bandages around my cuts.I managed to lose a large amount of blood and not faint.Im pretty proud of my self..I stared at my family picture on the wall.

"Unnie..I'm sorry..I'm sorry that I'm sad and became a whole different person.It just...it hurts"

NANA'S POV

I watched everything that happened to Yura.Yes,I'm a ghost.Seeing her hurt makes me crumble to mini tiny pieces.Yura became strong but sad and cold hearted.She became completely emotionless not caring about anything.She hides her feelings making Poeple think she is fine but deep inside..she's breaking little by little.Shes hurt mentally and emotionally but everyday she is still able to get back on her feet.Yeah,She acts like she's completely fine but don't let that fool you.Look into her eyes.You can see that she needs help.It's shocking how different she became in a week and it makes me feel useless knowing I can't protect her.

Yura...their coming after you..I can see it,please be careful...I love you

Oh why hello bootyful😉🍑Sorry for the bad chapter.I don't really like how it turned out but all whale!Also,Wattpad changed the way we write.Instead of writing lift to right,it now starts in the middle._.I should be studying for my test right now so bye!

-King_Kookie