a lost trust

Dear Diary,since i was a child i have had bad times in my house seing why i am living at  my boyfreinds. its bad here aswell but not asbad. so let me tell u why its not asbad, well in my mothers house there are 5 people living there i mean not bad.Its my mum, my dad, mmy brother,and two swisters.

In my boyfreinds house how about its alot diffrent to mine it me him his mum and two sisters. now where to start fully of we go through alot in my house so i have started living in my boyfreinds house.

well one day i was in the greenhouse, i was really happy and joyful then. yeah your probally going to say your 18 but 18 year olds have fun dont they?

I was sneaking around to get a look of the place, when i went to leave the greehouse his mum was staring at me as i walked out.

i had turned around and said "do u want some help" i said that because i know i am a bit of a pain aswell,

all i do is just sit down. 

 well to be honest i never knew she would say "yes please darling"her voice was so lovely and amazingly delicate, so there we were in the greehouse together and she needed more water to water the plants.

so i went outside to get some more water when i looked to the side she just stood there watching every little drop that went in to the can.

I said to her "is there something wrong that i aint filling it up prperly"?

she then replied back saying "yes that is it there is a problem with the tape and i thought u wouldnt be able to do seeing as it so tighly griped on".

I then replied and said "ohh okay well if u wont u can do that and i can go make us some hot tea or coffee". 

"ohh please i would like a tea with two sugars please"her delicate voice rang in my ear.

so i had made the teas and said "mary would u like it outside or in the house?"

she had replied with "could u bring it here kate"

i had replied with " i could indeed"  

so we were sitting there whilst do nice things to the garden, and she had asked "whats it that your mother and father do. how old are your parents and what did it fell like when u moved here?"

I wasnt going to be rude and not awnsered so i said "well my mother was a doctor and my father is one of those people who help the vet,well he will go in for a few hours bath the animals take them for walks. erm my mum is 38 and my dad is 39.I felt more relaxed and more comfort i mean i wasnt that comfort when i started living here because i though u would have hated me.

all of a sudden i see mark whos is my boyfreind and i walk up to him and gave him a kiss, he has just came back from work.

well i said to his mother if she wanted the house cleaned i already cleaned our bedroom all i had to do now was clean the kitchen and the livving room.

i mean it was a lot of work for me seeing all i do is sit down but it felt great tidying up after all these people i felt like a good person who helps i mean his mother is 45 years old and needs all the help she can get.

well me and his mother got to know each other really well and we were really close now. 

i was helping her out in the garden where she spends most of the day just laying down in the hammock, so i helped her with the dead leaves and the old weeds. 

as i sat there she said "kate i know u wouldnt go in to my room when clean but please can u make sure it was clean for me". 

so i then replied with " okay yeah sure i dont mind " because of course i am living in her house so i have to respect her.

2 monthes later we had goten really close where i go everywere with her which is great.

well the house was a bit untidy today so i started tidying up when i got to the mum room i tidyed up for her,  as soon as i was about to finish i saw a lovely gold necklace i said to my self, "well i guess she wont mind me taking this".

so i gotten it and i was walking out the door when  i heard her come up the stairs so i quickly put it in my pocket and carryed on when i had fnished i went to mine and marks room where it was spotless. i hid the  necklace under my double bed that i share with mark ofc. 

TWO WEEKS LATER 

she had said she was going out to a party and that she couldnt find that necklace so she asked me if i had seen. i wasnt going to say yes i have it so i said no sorry what necklace is it ?

so she said " i have a gold necklace has anyone seen it" well everyone said no sorry.

so i said "why dont u pick anouther necklace" 

she said "because that is my favorite one".

so she went out to the party with no necklace on, i felt really bad and that i mean i really shouldnt have taken maybe i can replace it, not now there all in the house except from the mother. when she came back she looked upset.

plus she must know that i have it because i mean  i was the only one in the bedroom that day. well from that day we didnt speak much. 

TWO MONTHS LATER 

she said i know you took it. i know u took it. so i said ofc i took being sarcastic. why on earth would i do that ?

we stoped talking and now she would follow me everywere i went even if i was shopping or at a cafe with freinds she would be there. 

                                                         And that is the lost trust 

there will be a update maybe later this day. comment or like. I HOPE U LIKE IT.