Trespassing On Trouble

Chapter 5

Chapter 5: Lexi's POV

"so what's the matter?" he asks "correct me if I'm wrong but isn't today the first day of school and aren't you meant to actually be there?"

He smiles at the small remark he made clearly proud, in return I tell him all about what happened today at school. I have always been able to open up to my father. Everyone talks about the bond they have with their mothers and how close they are but in truth I don't really have a relationship with her, which I hate because I would love to go out shopping with her just talking about random stuff but she seems so closed off to me so I don't push it.

As I explain about the whole ordeal I see his face drop. My father absolutely hated Patrick but never told me I couldn't date him, he said that as long as he made me happy that was all that mattered though I can see it in his eyes that he wished he told me not to date him, that he wished he would have stopped me and I'm sitting here wishing that he would have done them things or that I would have listened to what he had to say because in the end he was one hundred percent correct.

He wraps me in a big hug and I feel a new set of tears fall from my eyes and this time they aren't because of Patrick or because of Chelsea but they are simply because of the fact that I still have my dad by my side no matter what and that just makes me overwhelmingly happy.

After the hug my dad tells me that it's okay and that I could only learn from my mistakes which I knew was true but it still hurts that I make these mistakes in the first place. We discuss some random stuff after that and I instantly feel happy that things seem back to normal.

'I did love him' I keep saying in my head trying to convince myself that it's true but looking back at it now I know that I never did. I just liked the fact that I had someone who was there for me and that he loved me but I never loved him.

I'm currently sitting in my bed thinking about everything that had happened yesterday. This morning me and my dad had convinced my mum that I wasn't feeling well and that I should take the day off which was simple to dad because dad was a doctor so he used all of these technical terms that made mum completely lost so she just agreed and left to go to work.

I get up from my bed and go over to my dresser. Pulling out a bunch of clothes, none of them really seem like me they all seem like what everyone thinks I am, the perfect goody-goody cheerleader ringleader. I decide that maybe today will be the day I revamp my wardrobe.

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Authors Note:

I Know that this chapter is pretty boring, it's just a filler chapter.

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