It has been a while now. Since I realised my feelings for Nagisa. The way he swims is just so beautiful,his childish acts and the times he is serious.
I love everything about him. But I'm scared,scared of rejection...so I couldn't admit it. He may not feel the same.
Yes,based on Nagisa's appearance and attitude,he looks like he might be gay.
But expectations are different from reality.
So don't expect too high from the thing you are not sure about yet,or else you will end up being disappointed . That is the benefit of the doubt.
Me and Nagisa are in the same room and Makoto and Haru are in another room. They seem perfect for each other. Actually I found out that they are together for like 2 months now.
Lying on my bed and trying to sleep, I heard noise from beside me and open my eyes to see Nagisa standing up and walking towards me....
''Nagisa-kun?'' I called out
''Rei-chan...I can't sleep.''
''Yeah I am also too excited to sleep.'' I scratched the back of my neck.
''Can I sleep with you?'' He ask eyes pleading.
Sleep with me....
I blushed at my own thought.
No Rei....how did you become so dirty- minded?!
''Hehe...s-sure.'' I patted the space beside me.
''Thank you Rei-chan.'' He lied down beside.
''Haru! Wait! they are in the next room.''
''I don't care...have my children.''
''H-Haru!....Ahhh! I will give you mackerel if you stop.''
''Hm....okay.''
''You heard that Rei-chan?'' Nagisa asked.
''Y-yeah..'' I feel heat rushing to my cheeks.
Damn it!
Nagisa wrapped his arm around my torso and it is obviously making the situation worse.
He snuggled to me like I am a teddy bear.
''Hm...so soft,Rei-chan.''
Silence....
''It's been a while now huh.''
''Yeah,I still remember that time when I followed you everywhere.'' he giggled.
''Yeah.''
''Hm...sorry for being annoying though.'' he chuckled.
''N-no not at all.''
''We made it to regionals now and I believe that we could really go to Nationals!'' He raised his head to smile at me.
''Y-yeah,we could make it to nationals.''
We talk for a while when I heard slight snores beside me,which coming from Nagisa.
"Sleep well Nagisa-kun.I-I love you." I can feel heat rushing to my face saying this.
"I love you too Rei-chan."
Now, I can sleep peacefully without worrying about anything.
