In love with my best friend

Our little movie night (part 3)

....THEN IT HAPPENED.

He kissed me. Straight on the lips, passionately. Almost like it was exactly meant to happen. One second passed, then two, then three... It just kept going. I was absolutely mind blown. In my head I had NO idea what to do because, I felt guilty straight away... He just got a girlfriend last week!!! But my heart would not let me stop. I just went with it and it felt amazing.

Then after about 10 seconds, it ended. He looked down at me and just said

"Don't doubt yourself you're stunning the way you are"

I smiled. I feel like the grin on my face was huge by this point. But then he said.

"I don't know if I should've done that...What about Emily?" He whispered.

"There is nothing we can do about that now, It's in the past" I said back.

He looked at me and then.... Kissed me again? Just a peck this time but what? He just gave me a huge hug and said,

"I've always kind of wanted to do that Bri"

My heart was racing. "Do it again!" I thought to myself. I wanted him all over me. I wish we could reverse time and replay that kiss over & over again.

Suddenly there was just a silence. We were both just sitting there, thinking about what just happened. We then both said we should walk back to the cinema, got up and started to walk back. Talking the whole way there like the kisses never happened. Although we both knew that what just happened was 100% real. Whether we liked it or not.

We arrived at the cinema and he held the door open for me, It was so sweet. He smirked at me as I walked through the ceiling high door. We then went to the counter and got our popcorn and drinks and then decided to go upstairs to the movie.

We went through the doors and decided to sit at the very back in the middle, our favourite spot. As soon as we sat down we took a photo together. I was just thinking the whole time about how badly I wanted to kiss him again.

The advertisements started and we both just say there saying what movies we wanted to see based on the ads we were watching. Some were scary, some were funny, some seemed sad and some seemed super thrilling and adventurous.

The lights then dimmed down into darkness and the movie started playing, so we opened our popcorn and dug in. Surely enough, practically straight away I needed a drink because I had already eaten so much salty popcorn. So I leaned down and picked up my drink from the ground had a huge sip and then put it in the free cup holder space. Then I just put my arm down the rest and leaned in to where Jord was sitting. I wanted to be closer to him.

He looked at me, I was watching the movie but I could just feel his eyes on me, and he leaned over gave me a hug when the animals in the movie were being cute. I looked at him and smiled. I was so happy but then I thought "Is he going to stay with Emily? Or go after me?" But then I said to myself "Fuck it". I'm here to have a good time, not overthink.

About halfway through the movie, I was just sitting there and he grabs onto my hand and intertwines his fingers with mine. It was like a dream come true for me, but I still also felt guilty. He squeezed my hand tight and didn't let go.

I feel like I love him.