father don't you see what your substance does to me? I use to be your little girl. now I'm struggling to find a place in your heart.
Your lack of time and affection. it's made me cold and different. Because of your distance I can't give my heart to anyone. your lack of love have cause my emotions to come undone. I can't love or trust.
Father, why can't you see what your apathy does to me? I hate you for making me statistic, and for making me go ballistics.