Old Friend And Mystery Man

3 Years Ago

On July 6, 2016 I thought I loss my Best Friend her name was Lashay. The night before we were arguing and she couldn't get her way. Lashay told me that we were not going to Best Friends anymore. When I heard that I got angry and she was so serious I began to cry. My niece Ayeisha told her to come back because I was crying. Lashay and her boyfriend Damien came back and tried to make me stop crying but I couldn't. Lashay started hugging me and started saying "don't cry Indya" it's going to be okay" and the last thing she said was "I'm still your Best Friend". I stopped crying because I was so relieved and I thought she was serious.
       When Lashay went home Damien and I were debating on could I even have a hour of Best Friend time with Lashay , after minutes of debating he finally said "okay this is not happening again because this is my girlfriend". When Damien left I was headed to bed and I got on my phone and began texting Lashay about what Damien and me discussed. She told me for what I'm about to kill myself there will be no tomorrow!! I was trying my best to make her stop and tell her it's okay. I kept asking her why what happened but she wouldn't tell me. I tried calling and calling but she declined my call she said she didn't want to speak to me.
When I was trying to encourage her to stop she sent me a video of her cutting herself. I began crying so much because I didn't know what was wrong and why she was doing it. I asked her was she going to kill her self she told me yes  and me being the good friend I am today told her I would do it too. I kept telling her to put the knife down but she didn't so I began cutting myself and I sent it to her and thinking she would stop if knew that I was doing it too but that didn't work. I wrote Lashay a lot of paragraphs on how much she meant to me. She kept sending videos and pictures she went from cutting her arm to cutting her stomach. When she wasn't texting me back I got really paranoid because I thought she really did it. Finally she texted me back and told me she was going to sleep.
     The next day I went over Lashay house to see what was wrong and why did she do it but she wouldn't tell so I started looking at the cuts on her arms and stomach. When I asked Lashay could I still get the hour with her Damien started laughing I said what's funny he told me she said she didn't want an hour with me. I began thinking was this true and what did I do. I called her name and she said I could get a minute with her because we never have nothing to talk about. When she said that I was so heated and I tried to be so calm and I said you never listen, you never ask I have problems just like you. I walked up and Damien came running behind me and he told me that she said she wasn't my Best Friend of course I asked why and when he told me what she said I was in shock I couldn't move. Lashay told Damien that I told her I wish she would die. I told him that I would never say that knowing she was capable of doing that. I went in the house and I notice that my sister still didn't give me my money and I set my name on kik to "I Hate Liars". Lashay told me how funny I was to make that about her and I told her it wasn't about her but she didn't believe me. We started arguing again and I told her I would have to talk to her in person I had to leave and I left my phone. When I came back Lashay, Damien, Ayeisha, and me we all went to the park across the train tracks. As we were walking there I asked Lashay why did she think I said that she told me she heard me say it I kept telling her over and over that I would never say that. For the last I asked her was we still Best Friends she told me yes. From that day on we were Best Friends and doing what Best Friends Do until one day that stopped.
     On August 24, 2016 I really loss my Best Friend this time it was forever. Some days before I got into a big fight with this girl Monae that live close by me. The fight wasn't suppose to end or begin like it did. Lashay and I both got in trouble with our parents and we couldn't come outside for some days and if we did we had to stay by our house. As days went on I began to see Lashay around other people but when she said she had to stay around her house I knew she was lying because she was behind my house. I told Lashay if your mom told you don't hang around me just say that then she told me ok. Days went by we became very distance until August 24. On that day I asked her what happened to us we was forever? Where  do we stand? Why can't she talk to me anymore? She told me because she can't and we can't be friends anymore and she didn't have to explain her self to me. I kept asking her to tell me why and why she didn't fight for us but she wasn't texting me back. Finally after days and days I stopped crying and gave up and I told myself I didn't need her and we never talked again.