Prologue:
"Breath!" He screams as his warm hand touchs the surface of my cold flesh . I try, but no. No breath escapes. I can't die... I won't die.. Will I?
Chapter 1:
She grabs my name, Arina.Yes Arina is what she told me her name was. "Where are you taking me?", "Who are you?". "You'll learn.", was her responce learn what? "Pancakes" she says. Pankcakes? What the hell? "Get up Avery!" What the fuck is this lady? Witch? Whatever she is what the fuck is she talking about? "AVERY GET THE HELL UP" And now she is shaking me, and now I'm awake. It was a dream. A crazy dream. And now it's over. Ugh. "Finally," mom says, " I have been trying to wake up for a half an hour!" "Sorry mom", I say "I'll be right down. "Okay , hurray" She says and like that shes gone. Growing up, I was exposed to an abusive acholic father, who eventually died in a drinking and driving accident, 3 days ago.. But I'm fine, I mean I hate him right? He beat me , he raped me. I should hate him right? But I don't. I mean I do. I mean... And the my thoughts are interupted, my rides here. Byron, my bestfriends since freshman year. And no , there is nothing going on between us. I mean he is good looking but personaly, I think he might be gay.. You never know right? "Sweety! Come on! Byron's here!" my mom yells. I run down the stairs and grab the toast my mother hands me. "Love you!" she yells."Dido!" I scream . And walk out of the door.
Chapter 2:
Ah, school. The place where kids are roated for for not being them selfs, and the place where kids are judge for being exactly who they are. Me? Im somewhere in between there. I don't get positive or negitive attention. Im get ignored. Which one would feel is a good thing right? Eh, wrong. I want to be something, someone. I don't know,I want people to notice me. And its like my wish comes true right in front of me. Mike Davis. The hottiest kid in school, bangs right into me. AND DOESN'T KEEP WALKING. Crazy right?! "Sorry" I say as my books go plumiding down. "No, no. It was my fault!" He says helping me grab my books from he ground. As we go up, our eyes meet, and I could tell you it was amazing. I awkwardly look away. "So, uh umh what is your first period.?" He asks. "English" I reply. "Oh me too, I'll walk with you." As I go to grab my books he pulls away. "I got it cutie." Im shocked.. Me ? Cutie? Wow? I had long brown hair , light gray eyes and a slim body. No one found me attractive, let alone a cutie. Im schocked. As we get to first period he sits next to me. Wow. Wow. WOW. 5 minutes into the class he handed me a note. What the inside said made me loss my fucking mind. "Meet me after class, Janitors closet?". I look at him and he winks and opens his text book. Oh my fucking God this, should be good.
Chapter 3:
As I walk out of math, I can't wait. I think oh my godsh. Why me? Then the negitive thoughts come. He is playing with me. He's just horney. He has all the cool kids in there and I'm going to walk in there and they are all going to beat me up, and take a video of it. Omg, Omg OMG. Okay okay I guess Im over reacting. Right? I am right? Okay, I'm just not going to go. Tell him I got lost or something. Fuck, my locker is right next to the janitors closet. Okay maybe I'll just run by? Yes I'll run. As I get ready to dart, a hand grabs my sholder. As I turn it's him . FUCK , rats shit phsaw, every posibble curse word you could think of pops up in my mind. "Hi-ii" I said he giggles, "Come on bae" he says and he grabs my arm and drags me into the closet, and then it starts.
