"Why are you such a loser!Just standing there watching!?" Was the first thing he said to me as i watched him grope Magen. As if cheating on me with my best friend wasn't enough but now insults to? And in front of everyone like this? "I don't know what's wrong with you, at first i liked how easy i could push you around and i have to say all that shit i got you buy for me was bomb and all but get some back bone you loser! Just a predictable little kid who won't even go past 2nd base" they all started to laugh i couldn't help but blush from embarrassment.
Why was he doing this? Did i mention this was MY birthday party? I quickly looked around for help but realised quickly other than Magen they where all his friends. Was this why they wanted to throw me a party? To do something like this? I could feel my face become hotter was i so stupid that i didn't notice? I could feel the tears but i couldn't let them see me cry like the, he was right about me being a loser but i would be damned if i let him see me cry like this!
"Look she's about to cry!" he laughed gleefully.
Run, i had to run and get away from it all. I had to hide. That's all i could think as i ran out the door of the club. He was right i was a loser, we dated for six months but i was just in this happy bubble where i couldn't see what was really happening, but did i really want to? After all he was the first one to ever like me, the first boy to even show an interest in me. I was so blind, if i had just opened my eyes maybe none of this would have happened. Maybe........
Wham! "Shit kid watch were you're running" a gruff voice filled the air as i hit the payvment. That's when the flood of tears overcame me, how could i have be so stupid. "Aw shit kid i didn't mean to....." He cut off as he wrapped his arms around me and picked me up. I started to panic when he shushed me pointing to the bench "I'm gonna set you down there ok?" I tried to speak but it came out a half choke. He gently set me down on the bench but as he pulled away his face grazed mine and i could smell the alcohol. He was drunk and as i looked through my tearful eyes i saw a handsome man sit down next to me "Are you hurt?" the gruff voice called out as his eyes scanned me over causing me to blush. was i really that stupid? i should know better then to think even for a moment that someone like him could ever be interested in a stupid girl like me. Suddenly hands wrapped around my face pulling my eyes up to his "Are You hurt?" the gruff voice repeated.
"Uh..." i couldn't spit it out so i just nodded looking down.
He huffed "Then what's wrong!" he said it harshly causing me to try and pull away but he held my head firmly.
"Nothing." i half choked, trying once again to pull away.
"Tell me!" He said so demanding i couldn't help but look up in shock i could this time i could clearly see his bright green eyes that saw straight through me. They were so fierce yet almost kind as well as they searched mine. How is that possible? Why did he want to know anyways, it had nothing to do with him anyways? Why was he holding my face so close to his? "Well?" He snapped me out of my haze.
"Um Well today's my birthday" I could feel the tears coming back as i remembered it all.
"Really? How old?" Why did he sound weird?
"18?" He suddenly got a weird grin on his face.
"Perfect! then your legal" He said pulling my face even closer to his and kissing me. I started to pull back as he moved even closer causing him to growl deeply "i'll help you forget what ever happened, thats a promise." and just like that he was pulling me into his arms.
"Wait what?" I could barely fight it, it felt so nice and warm, completely different then Brandon's kisses. They were deep almost as if he couldn't stand even a speck of distance between us as he pulled my body closer to his. What was i doing? I know i'm a pushover but i've never even come close to doing something like this before let alone with a stranger. "Stop, i cant!" i pushed as hard as i could but it was like hitting a wall.
"Why?" His voice was softer as he looked me in the eyes again. That's when it hit why was i saying no? I mean beside the obvious stranger danger. He wanted me and i couldn't help but want him to! So why?
"Because I cant"but i didnt even know myself.
Suddenly he stood up and pulled me along and before i knew it he was pulling me into an apartment "Look i'm drunk and you're obviously having a shit day to so i think your just gonna have to stay with me tonight" He threw his jacket on the floor and then threw me on the bed.
"Wait! What?" I tried to get up but he collapsed next to me and wrapped his arms around me pulling me closer.
"Don't worry we're just gonna sleep but" He grabbed my face again pulling me into his eyeline "You are mine you got that kid?" All i could do was nod as those eye's pierced what little willpower i had fought him with earlier and let him pull me closer. He kissed me gently on the forehead "Goodnight kid" With that i closed my eyes and let all of today melt behind his sweet and very possessive arms.
The next day i woke up early and snuck out as he lay sleeping peacefully. I know i agreed but i had school and had to get ready. Luckily he wasn't to far from my house and i would be able to make it to school on time. As i got ready i couldn't help but feel weird about how calm i was about all this after just yesterday i was devastated and after spending an uneventful night with him i was for the most part over it? I mean i felt more for that guy in one night then i ever did for Brandon, but why? I looked at the clock to see how much time i had left aft being in a haze of thought shocked to find i was late! I quickly grabbed my stuff and headed out the door.
As soon as i entered the hallway i knew i was late, it was completely deserted. I shrunk down as i walked through the door hoping no one would notice me walking in late.
"Ah another late comer i see! Looks like we have another one for detention thisafternoon" A familiar gruff voice filled my ears as i looked up to find the man from last night standing at the front of the class.
"Aw shit kid" He looked at me with those piercing eyes.
What was he doing here? I know there is only like 2 weeks of school left so why?
"Like i was saying earlier i am your substitute teacher as your real one went into labor last night and i know you only have two weeks left and we don't really have much to do but i expect you to show up for class" His eyes roamed the room before landing on me "and to be on time" i swallowed hard as i nodded with the rest of the class. Shit.
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RomanceWhat happens when Ella gets dumped called a loser and a pushover? She cries her eyes out all night of course and is late for class the next day. What happens when when the new and smoking hot substitute teacher gives her detention and she blows a ga...