The invisable one

Diary :

Sometimes I feel as though I am completely numb to everyone I hate myself and I'm tired . Tired if trying to make everyone else happy I bet that they wouldn't even notice if I was gone . I've lost all of them I used to have so many and now I am down to one . And I can't even tell them that because I don't want them I want to be alone I don't want to be babysat all of the time . I'm not good at anything I can't sing that well and I can't dance I'm not the best at school but I'm average I am not pretty at all and I don't have a models body after I eat I get fat and I hate myself for that I don't have a boyfriend and I probably won't ever have one because I am ugly and no one likes me . I want to be tall and have a thigh gap I want to have bigger boobs and be smarter I know that's what most girls want too but I never said that I was special I am most girls I am average and I hate it I want to move away far enough away so that I don't know anyone but my parents I want to do this so I can start over new and no one will know me then maybe I can try hard enough to be cool and they will like me . I'm not depressed just lonely and tired .

-S

This is the story of Scarlett young

Age:15

Hair color : brown

I will try to update a lot but I have school plus no one will probably read this