Who doesn't love a bad girl?

Chapter 11

DANNY

"Goddamnit pax! Just yell at me! Be pissed! Tell me that I am a worthless whore and that I should go fuck myself, because I don't know how I got this nice guy that I definitely did not sign up for!"

"Come on, baby. You don't want me to do that. Of course I'm angry, but I see where you were coming from."

"Oh my god, Pax! Just fucking scream! Get in my face! Tell me to get out of your life! I can deal with you being angry at me, but I don't know what do do with this!"

"Fine, Danny!" He's screaming now, and I'm almost scared of him. Though honestly, I'd rather this than whatever was going on before. "You want me to tell you what I feel! Fine! I love you! I fucking love you! I have always goddamn loved you! It been what, a month? Two? But I know that I fucking love you! And to be honest, I want to have this kid with you! I know we both aren't ready, but I want to make us ready! I would never fight another day in my life if it meant I got to go home to you! Don't you see that!"

I can't move. My face is blank, and my arms are limp at my sides. He loves me. He fucking loves me. He wants to raise a kid with me. We aren't even dating, and he's ready to spend the rest of his life with me. I'm almost confused why Pax rushes towards me, scooping me up into his arms, and taking me into my bed, until I feel my face. I must've been crying the entire time, because my cheeks are soaked.

Pax doesn't leave. And what shocks me even more is that I don't want him to. I can picture spending the rest of my life with this man, just like I pictured fighting for the rest of my life. And that scares the shit out of me. Pax controls me. He dominates me. And I think I love him too. And after all of his confessing, I think that he might've been hurt at my response, so I snuggle up tighter to him. I rest my head in the crook of his neck, and place a few feather light kisses.

"I love you, Pax Carter." His breath catches at my words, but then he takes a few deep breaths. He just holds onto me tighter as I slip away into the oblivion that is sleep.

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I woke up way before Pax, and I didn't want to wake him, so I peeled myself from his side as gently as I could.

I hopped into the shower, trying to think about what the fuck I was going to do, now that I can't fight. I could get an abortion. But, Pax would kill me. I can't do that to him. I was in the middle of contemplating what to do next when I felt warm hands wrap around my waist. I smiled and leaned back into the heat that belonged to the sweetest man in the universe.

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PAX

I woke up without Danny and it scared the fuck out of me. It took me a minute to figure out where I was, but I didn't even care. By now, I knew Danny's place like the back of my hand so I didn't force myself to actually wake up before I went searching.

She wasn't in the bathroom, not in the kitchen. I checked the living room, not gonna lie, even checked her roommates area. What the fuck?