Alyssa's pov
Why me I thought to myself as I got to school. I had blood all over me and my jeans were covered in dirt . As I went to my first period I saw the people I hated the most the people who had caused me so much pain. Ethan and Grayson DOLAN.
Ethan's prov
I saw Alyssa enter the room and I looked over at Grayson's face he told her to get over here she did what she said and sat in front of us. Grayson said are you ready for you next beating he laughed I laughed with him just so he wouldn't think anything was wrong with me. After class was over she tried running away from us she failed and Grayson shoved her into a locker. He busted her lip open and trew her on the ground he said "your turn " and laughed. I kicked her in her stomach and tried not to make eye contact with her after I kicked her Grayson did the same and she started coughing up blood. Then the bell rang and we ran to class leaving Alyssa on the ground covered in her blood.
Alyssa's pro
I ran to the bathroom grabbed my bag and went to the pocket on the back of it were I hid my blade I cut 4 time 1. For thinking I was worth something 2 for Ethan and Grayson bulling me 3 for still being alive and 4 just cause after I was done I took some toilet paper and wrapped it around my wrist and went to my next class but what really pisses me off is that Grayson and Ethan both got schedule changes so that they would have every class with me my next period was chemistry and luckily the teacher gave us assigned seats but I still have to sit next to Ethan and Grayson sits behind me but hey at least they both don't sit next to me after class ended they tried to beat me up again but I got away and ran into the nurses office she asked if I was okay I told her I just fell me being clumsy and she asked what I need and I gestured to my clothes she asked what size I wore I said a 1 or 2 and she asked what my style was I asked if I could have some jeans and a long sleeve shirt for the simple fact I don't want anyone to see my cuts she comes back with a light blue long sleeve and some Blue Jeans I put them on in the bathroom and take off the toilet paper from my recent cuts . Suckly I had to leave and go to my third period "go me " I thought to myself . My third period was lunch and I hated it . It was my lunch period and that was the period that they mainly beat me and I wasn't ready to go though this pain again and then before second period I got called to the front office my mom was there and she was crying her eyes out and I asked what was wrong she told me that my father was in a accident and he was no longer with us and I lost it I calasped on the ground and fell into my mother's arms little did I know Ethan Dolan was in the window watching me I didn't care at the time all I could think about was how this could happen to me and my family why us after I was checked out I went to the cemetery home where my father was he looked so peaceful as if he was sleeping but I knew the truth and I knew that this was my time to say goodbye to him I didn't want to I just wanted to see his eyes open and it have him hold me after I said my goodbyes my mom was in there when I left and I couldnt take it I ran home and got my blade and cut over and over I didn't count how many until I was done I had cut 8 times and I didn't care I just wanted to keep doing it I just wanted this to end I just wanted my daddy I wanted my hero but he isn't here anymore which am I suppose to look up to now I can't look up to my mom she's hardly here and when she is it's no longer than two months . I was on my way to the bathroom to clean up my wrist and I heard a knock on the door and guess who it was non other than the famous Ethan dolan I asked what hell did he want and I made a sarcastic remark of oh my God did I miss my very lovely and long beating session and I turned to walk away and Ethan grabbed my wrist and i flinched in pain and he let go of my hand and looked at his hand he had blood on his hand he put his hand over his mouth and started crying and said he was sorry he never wanted me to harm myself and I sat there thinking bullshit WTF why do you suddenly care all of the sudden I asked him he just stared there I said well go ahead make your self comfortable he took a seat on the couch and just sat there I said " well if your just going to sit there I'm going to the bathroom to freshen up feel free to leave when you want " I said the last part in a sarcastic way he grabbed me by my waist and said I'm sorry I never wanted to hurt you all I could do is say " bullshit" I walked upstairs to my room and cleaned up my arm and when I thought Ethan had left I sat on my bed and started bawling my eyes out I crawled up into a ball and cried myself to sleep
