Fix You {Niall Horan Fanfic}

Chapter 1 ~ Tour?

**Vanessa's P.O.V**

Depressed

Ever since my parents died I have been depressed. They died from a bad car crash, even though it's been a few years I'm still depressed about it.

I've tried doing suicide many of times, but my aunt always finds out. My uncle is currently working for his job all around the world. He's a tour manager, I barely get to see him. I think I should introduce myself, after all what I told you.

Hello, I'm Vanessa Higgins. Originally Vanessa Stone, but my aunt wanted to change it to their last names. I am 19 and I am not in collage. Yes, I know I should be in collage but, I'm just a mess to go. I barely even go outside.

I take anti - depression pills everyday, and my aunt has to check my arms everyday. Yes, I used to cut, I'm pretty sure every teen has considered it one day in life. My aunt had got me a counseling sessions for my depression, and they told me to stop harming myself, there's someone who cares for you out there, blah, blah, blah.

Right now I'm in my room, in the dark, and staring out in space on my bed, as usual. I was wearing a big sweater, leggings, and brown uggs. Even though I don't get out, I still get dressed.

"Vanessa, sweetie, come down please." my aunts voice yells. I sigh and get off of my bed, and slowly slump down the stairs. I walk into the kitchen, where my aunt usually is, and sit down in one of the wooden chairs.

"Where are you?" I ask, my voice scratchy.

I hear footsteps coming towards the kitchen, probably my aunt. Instead of Aunt Melissa I see my uncle. Uncle Paul, I haven't seen him in a while. He looks like he has grown a little bit and worked out more. I let a small smile creep on my face and I run into his arms, he catches me from my sudden hug and smiles.

"I missed you." I whisper into his shoulder.

"I missed you too." he says while putting me back down.

Uncle Paul has always been my favorite. He treats me with respect, and is always up for a talk with me.

Aunt Melissa smiles and comes and sits beside me.

"I notice you've seen that Uncle Paul Is here." She says looking at me smiling, I just nod in response and put my hair behind my ear. My uncle sits in the other chair beside me.

"We need to talk to you." My uncle Paul says seriously. I frown, knowing what it's going to be about. Either about my suicide, or they are going to get rid of me. My breath starts up, afraid they are going to talk about either of those subjects.

"I have noticed your not going out that much, and don't have friends." My Aunt starts out. "We think it's time you do that. You need to communicate with other people." She ends.

"So.." My uncle starts after my aunt. "We were thinking you could go on tour with me. As you know I am a tour manager for five boys and me and your aunt would think it would be great if you become friends with the boys." My uncle says

"What about Aunt Melissa?" I asked my uncle. She's going to be by her self!

"Your cousin Mandy is going to be with her remember? She's coming for the summer and it's May." He says to me.

"Oh, I forgot." I say looking down.

"So, Vanessa, would you want to go on tour with me? We think it would be excellent for you to socialize and if you want me to I will be by your side the whole time and...." He was continuing to talk but I cut him off.

"Sure." I said shrugging and smiling remembering I will get to be with my favorite uncle the whole time.

"Good! Now you should go pack. We leave tomorrow." He says standing up. Wait what? Tomorrow? I stand there with my eyes wide.

"Tomorrow? I won't have time to pack everything and my furniture.." By this point I was rambling, that's what usually happens when i'm nervous.

"You don't need to get furniture, we are going to be on a tour bus." He says "If you want Melissa to help. You she will, even if you want me I will. Now, go up to your room and try to get it all packed tonight. We are leaving early in the morning." He ends.

"Okay." I say before getting up off the chair, an going up the stairs. I turn on my light. I swear under my breath from turning it on, I always have it off.

I go up by my dresser and get off the cheetah print suit case at the top. I start packing by, starting with my sweaters.

This is going to take a while.

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Hai! I'm Kenzie and I'm going to be writing for you for Wednesdays and Saturdays!

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