Miracle in love

The Decision

"I'm pretty sure that he's not going to break my heart, because he loves me so much. But I'm afraid that I might will break his"

     'Zanilla, What do you think of him?' My dad asked me
     'I don't know Dad, as long as you and mom are okay, I'm always with you' I decided even without the agreement from my heart. So as long as I said this. My parents assumed that I meant Yes. And that's I'm going to marry a guy that I have no feelings for. That wasn't strange for me, I have no feelings for anyone, So it will be nice just to make my parents happy for once, Because I know that eventually I will have to marry someone and That guy is my parents's choice, so I believe in them.
     *Wedding day which held in England ' The place where I live, though Caleb lives in Spain, when we married I'm going to move there.
     'Zanilla Eden, Do you take Caleb Stinson to be your lawful husband and love him as much as you could?' The Priest asked
     'Yes! I do' I know that I might going to destroy my own heart for this word, but He's Likely to love me so much, seeing him smile to me just make me feel more confident.
     'Caleb Stinson, Do you take Zanilla Eden to be your lawful wife and love and take care of her as much as and as long as you can?' Again the priest asked
     'Yes I do' he replied with smile on his face and in a confidence voice!
     'And this moment here, we present you guys as a husband and wife' After the priest finished I have to kiss him.
      But before I even prepared myself, he intentionally put his lip against mine. He is not only the guy who marry me but he's also the one and only who stole my first kiss. That 'Caleb guy'.
      So I am now a person's wife. Caleb's wife, And I'm pretty sure that he is not going to break my heart. Because he loves me so much, but I'm afraid that I might will break his.

     'You know? You're the apple of my eyes , you are my entire universe' I wake up hearing this statement, I look at his face and smile at him. Actually I might just be the luckiest girl in the world who have this kind of guy as a husband.
      I smile at him
     'I'm the luckiest girl in this world'
     'You know I love you so much right? I don't want to waste any of my time, I just want to instantly spending the rest of my life with you, sorry if it's too soon for you' he responded
      I didn't said anything but smile at him. He's sweet he's kind, he treat me the way women deserve to be treated yet he still couldn't break the stubbornness of my heart.
     I wake up, take a quick shower and go downstair to prepare our breakfast.
      While I was making coffee
     'Honey!! I never know you also like coffee and why and how on earth do you know that I like coffee?' He's like running towards me.
     'Oh come on Caleb, I'm a nerd, a smart nerd, I can tell everything about you if you want me to' I replied still laughing at his Childish behavior.
     'Deal. So what's my favorite color?' He asked me while taking a sip of his coffee
I laugh at what he asked me
     'May I suggest you to ask harder question? You instantly insisted blue on everywhere on our wedding day, why not blue?' I give him a deal look which made him laugh.
     'Great Mrs Nerd,'
I stick the tongue out at him
     'That's just a beginning Mr Eden, You will be surprised more and more from day to day'
      Well, I can't believe I just called him Mr Eden, but who cares? He's really Mr Eden right?
     'So Where should I take you today?' He smiled at my wondering expression.
     'What for?'
He comes close to me
     'For being a smart and adorable nerd in this home' After finished his sentence, he pressed his lips against mine, and I don't know why, but I kissed him back as if I satisfied that kiss, and honestly I was.
      He took me shopping and then treated me a nice dinner and went to the cinema, he even promise to take me to Camp Nou when The El Clasico hold as we're in Spain right now. What a wonderful life.
     Honestly I still feel so guilty, It's like I'm using him for my own sake, But I promise to myself that I'm going to little by little built my feelings for him, because he's nice enough for me to feel satisfied. And there's still a tiny part in my soul told me not to give it up. IT that changes my life and made me fall in this situation.