I woke seeing hella texts from Josh and it scared me, I woke Lucas up and we drove to the house to see yellow tape everywhere I ran to the house seeing my moms car and Devon
Yn: wtf happened yo where is Josh?
Devon: Josh got shot just meet mom at the hospital
Yn: who did it? *mad*
Devon: Yn just go ima take care of it
Lucas: c'mon Yn
Yn: *starts yelling* who tf did it Devon it was that bitch wasn't it, you know I'll kill her *crying* just tell me so I can kill them, please
Lucas: Yn c'mon *hugs you* ima take you to the hospital to see him okay?
Yn: I just want they head main let me do it *snatches away*
Lucas: *snatches you back* let's go now
Hospital
Yn: its my fault *crying in Lucas's arms*
Lucas: no its not baby its mine, we should've went back to the house to be with Josh
Yn: oh god *puts head in hands*
Ma: Yn baby
Yn: what
Ma: its gonna be okay I'm here know
Yn: you hear yourself right now? You here right now but you was never here before, you just wanna show up out the blue and say everything is gonna be okay? Where were you? I haven't seen you for how many years and you wanna pop up now? Guess somebody gotta get shot in order for us to see your face
Lucas: Yn
Ma: you won't be talking about me like that while living in my house young lady, learn who you speaking to
Yn: yeen gotta worry about me its not like you been giving a shit all these years anyways
Ma: Yn its not even
Yn: nah ma, through the heartbreaks, teen talks, and do's and don't's of a young woman my fucking brother taught me not you, no telling where you were if you want me to move out I'll do it just don't expect nothing extra from me cause I want nothing to do with you
Doctor: I'm sorry we lost him but you all may start visiting him one by one
Hospital Room
Yn: hey Josh *hold his hand* it's my fault I know, I'm sorry *starts crying*
Lucas: *looks through the glass*
Yn: wake up *crying* c'mon Josh you gotta wake up, please I'm sorry *crying harder* wake up
Lucas: *comes in the door* Yn c'mon baby
Yn: he's gotta wake up, he's gonna wake up, look, look he's gonna wake up
Lucas: *picks you up* c'mon
Yn: no Lucas he's gonna wake up
Lucas: c'mon
At Home
I didn't really feel the need of living anymore, I got in the tub and sat back and just cried and cried
Lucas's P.O.V
man Yn is torn up, I went to get us some food but I gotta hurry up because I don't trust her by herself right now I headed over to chipotle or whatever I gotta comfort her I lost my bestfriend man but its cool me and Dev gone find em and kill em hang they head somewhere nice I swear but I'm heading back to Yn's house now
