I Would♥ *ON HOLD*

*You're Strong

Cassandra Becham

What can I say school again or should I say hell again? How fun! Yay...Let's not forget to note the sarcasm.

While walking at the hallway I noticed some girls laughing while they are whispering to each other and it's clear they are talking about me because they are all looking on my way.

I ignored them by walking faster away from them. I fell down hard on the ground luckily I used both my hands to blocked my face so I can't hit it first into the hard floor.

"You're blocking my way bitch!" I looked up at the person and it's one of Kayla's bitches.

"Sorry..." I mumbled.

"Sorry is not enough!" she eyed me up and down with a discusted face "You're ruining my morning. Just by seeing your ugly face makes me want to throw up any minute!"

Some of the students watched us not even bothering to help me and I know that will never happen.

"You're such a fucking whore Becham! Do you think you can steal our Justin? Hell no!" One girl said on the crowd.

"And do you think he will like you!? Hell no! No one will ever like you! I'm sure even your mom hates you and she was so disappionted that she has a daughter like you who's worthless, eew..." Another girl said.

Ouch...

"I hope you'll die now Nerdy Bechy!"

It's better than hearing such a hurt words but...telling me that my mom hates me and I need to die hurts 10x harder.

What did I do to deserve this? Fuck everything now! I can't take this anymore. The pain, the tears...everything is fuckable!

I can here voices around me but I can't recognize who's voice is that because I wasn't in myself right now.

"Cassy are you ok?" someone shook me and wiped my cheeks.

Those things they told me keep on repeating on my head.

My mom hates me...

I need to die...

Someone shook me repeatedly and I was back in reality. Seeing a caramel eyes who's a worried look on them "Cassy can you here me?"

I looked around and my eyes are kinda blurry because of the tears. I haven't cried infront of everyone here.

So I quickly stood up and runaway. I kept on running and I don't have any idea where will I go. I don't care! I just want to leave this fucking hell! I just want to go far away from that place! Far from those people...

Justin Bieber

I arrived at the school. While walking at the hallway I saw a crowd. I walked toward the crowd and I saw Cassandra sitting on the floor.

My mouth fell open as I heard all the things they told her. She was about to tear up any minute. I quickly walked infront of the girl who's face fell when she saw me.

"What the hell is your problem!?" I snapped "All of you what's your problem!?" I knelt down and faced her. She was breathing heavily while crying quietly. Her face looks shocked. I shook her "Cassy are you ok?" She did not said a world but cry. I wiped the tears away on her cheeks.

I shook her one more time "Cassy are you ok?" She looked at me and then at the people around us. She stood up and started running. I looked around "Mind your own business!" I yelled angrily and then I quickly run to follow Cassy.

I know I'm in trouble when they saw me hanging out with her but I told you, I don't care at all.

She run outside the school and I followed her. When we are already at the street she was already far from me but I still did not stop running.

I lost her! Damn...

I looked around hoping I will see her here in the forest. I didn't realize there's a rock so I tripped down. Fuck that hurts! I looked up and gasped.

Woah...

The view is so breath taking. But then my eyes widened and I quickly stood on my feet "No!" I run toward her. I saw her standing infront near the cliff! Is she crazy!?

I grabbed her on her waist, pullinh her away the cliff "Don't try what you are thinking Cassy!"

She stepped away from me and looked at the view "What are you doing here?" She sniffed.

"I want to know if you're alright. Cassy are you trying to go suicide─"

"I wasn't going to jump on the cliff dumbass." she mumbled.

"Oh..." I sighed "Well that's great."

She mumbled something that I don't quiet understand but I think I heard her said Not yet...I'm not sure.

"What?" I asked.

She did not say a word so she just sat down near the cliff. I sat down beside her and I looked at her. She was so busy staring at the view. I looked down at the cliff and swallowed hard. This is kinda scary...

I heard her sighed "Do you think my mom is really disappointed having me?"

I looked at her in surprised "What!? No! Of course not." I ran a hand through my hair "You know my mom had me when she was only 17 years old. I asked her if I am just a mistake then she said I was never a mistake to her because she was so happy I was her son." I paused "Don't ever listen to those kids in school. Your mom is very thankful she has a strong daughter like you."

"I'm not strong."

"Yes you are. Do you think you're not stronger if you haven't give up already? You never let those kids come in your way and you're a brave girl Cassy."

She looked at me and half smiled "Thanks Justin."

"That's nothing." I looked down at her hand and I notice something on her arm "Who did that to you?" I said in a calm voice but I was beyond pissed.

"K-Kayla..." she whispered.

That bitch!

I grabbed her hand and touched her arm lightly using my fingertips "Does it hurt?"

"Not really..."

"Tomorrow after school, I want to take you somewhere."

"Where?" she looked at me.

"Secret." I smiled.

"That's not fair."

I chuckled "Are you ok now?"

She shrugged.

"Come on let's just go to my place, my mom is not home anyway."

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"You're really obsessed about Beyonce huh?" she said as she looked at my three posters on my wall.

I smirked "Of course she's sexy and don't you dare steal her from me, she's mine!" I joked.

She held her hand in surrender "She's all yours, damn..."

I chuckled "Come on I want to show you something." I grabbed her hand and stepped out of my room. We walked to the hallway until the end where the dark blue door is located. I opened the door and we stepped inside. I heard her gasped.

"This is my music room. I used to write songs here too."

"Cool..." she mumbled "Can I hear you play?"

I smiled cheekily "Of course, I can sing a few songs."

I walked toward my piano and sat down. I cleared my thoat before playing the keys.

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