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Guy friends

Ok let me start off with yes I am a girl and yes I do have guy friends but no I am not dating them I have a boyfriend and I would never cheat on him with them and he knows that

So this all started when I was in about third grade and my best friend was a guy
Everyone would pick on us and bully us
and it got to the point where during recess I never played because I was crying
And in fifth grade he never talked to me
and I don't know if that is why but he pretty much didn't talk to me at all during fifth grade

And now I am really good friends with this guy named Justin
So every day during lunch if this guy named Josh says something and I respond to him the only thing he ever replies back with us
"why don't you just go fuck Justin" or "I know how much fun you and Justin have together" when Justin has a girlfriend and I have a boyfriend
And whenever he says something like that most of the people around me jus laugh and it has gotten to the point where it ruins my mood for the rest of the day

And then last night we had a football game and during the game me and another one of my guy friends DJ were taking
And then after the game we had this "dance" thing and my best friend Angel was hanging out with her boyfriend most of the time and my boyfriend's dad wouldn't let him go to the dance and so I hung out with DJ most of the time because he didn't have anyone to hang out with either
So a slow song came on and Angel and her bf went to go dance so me and DJ were standing in front of the bleachers in the gym and I was facing the bleachers and DJ was facing me and we were just talking and then out of no where Kaylonie (one of my so called "friends" but not anymore)
pushed him into me for no reason

And it may not seem like a big deal but I already wasn't in the best of moods because of Josh and it just brought back bad memories of people picking on and bullying me because my friends are guys

but that was the first chapter and I will see you guys later have an awesome day

~Laney