Tonight

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Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you i can just look up

"And now the stars are holding you, holding you, holding you tonight." I sang as if i was really talking to him.
"Ma, im sorry for everything" i said between my breaths.
"It's okay anak. Just rest." She said between her sobs.
"Miss, how many days are left?" I asked the nurse.
"Only 3 days left po" i can see how sad they was.
"Please don't be sad. I'll be resting now at pagkagising ko gusto ko nakangiti kayo okay?" I forced a smile
"Okay baby girl just let us know if you're tired already" alam kong matapang ka Papa. Don't cry.
"Okay." I said almost whispering.

****

I woke up because of the creeking sound. Guess i am dreaming. I got up. Pero pag tingin ko sa likod ko, nakita ko ang katawan ko na natutulog ng mahimbing. Lucid dreaming huh? Cool. I went out. Tinignan kong muli ang mga taong nagaalala para sa akin ngayon.

"I love you guys."

I went out for a walk. At di ko napansin na nandito na ako sa park. Akala ko pa naman kapag nag-lucid dream ka puro nakakatakot makikita mo. Guess iba tong paglu-lucid dream ko.

I sat on one of the swings. Swinging slowly to reminisce every moment of me being with him.

I remember the time we spent together all those drives
We had a million question all about our lives
And when we got to New York everything felt right
I wish you were here with me, tonight

I was once a bitch. A freaking bitch.

I go to different bars. Drinking, smoking, kissing different types of guys except sa adik syempre.

But then a sudden guy brought me to a new world...

***FLASHBACK***

(Eto yung time na una silang magkikita)

"Aaaahhh" *inat-inat* sarap ng tulog ko...
Teka... Anong oras na ba? *tingin wall clock* 8pm na pala. Ang tagal din pala ng tulog ko..
*groooowwwlll* gutom na bulate ko sa tyan

Naghilamos ako para mawala naman yung mga tl ko sa gilid ng labi.... Ayan! Fresh na ulit.

Pagkalabas ko ng kwarto, bungad agad ng dalawang tao na nagmumurahan sa baba ang narinig ko.. Tsk sumama na agad mood ko =_____=

Bumaba na ako ng hagdan at dumiretso sa kusina.. Ni hindi man lang ako napansin ng dalawang to. Oh well, sanay naman na ako.

My name's Kyle Beatrisse Agor 16 years old. I have an older brother but unluckily, he's not with us. And when i mean us, it means andito na ang dalawang nagbabangayan =____=

"Kyle, anong oras ka na naman ba umuwi at ngayon ka lang nagising ha?! Hindi mo ba alam na nagpapakahirap... chu chu chu..." Another homily from my stupid mother =____= nakakasira ng araw eh

Di ko na kaya pucha ang sakit na sa tenga ng mga pinagsasabi nila.

****

I went to the bar after that homily. Hays. Kailangan ko ng mapaglalabasan neto.

Actually, kung iniisip nyo na tatawagan ko ang bestfriend ko, nagkakamali kayo. I don't have a so-called bestfriend. Panglow class lang yon. Well, di niyo ako masisisi.

I just shot my tequilla then went to the dance floor to dance. I dance like there's no tomorrow! Until i got bumped to this guy.

"Hey miss, are you ok ?" He asked. Dahil mejo hilo, malabo ang paningin ko. I closed my eyes then after a minute i opened it again. I can see the man's face clearly. Hmph...mukang adik kadiri!
"Ah yes sir im fine." I said.