My Angels Without Wings

Shopping

Sorry for the delay :) but heres chapter 4 *Contains self-harm*

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Clary

I wake up and see Jace and Isabelle beside me. They both have concerned looks. Jace saved me..when I couldn't save myself.

"Jace? Isabelle?" I say weakly. I struggle to sit up so Isabelle helps me up.

"Clary. I'm so glad you are awake. Something scared you and you almost drowned." Jace says relieved. I trust these people more than ever.

"We also made arrangements for school. You will always be in a class with me or Jace" Isabelle says and I smile.

"Thank you,Izzy." I trust her to. I'm glad she's my friend and foster-sister. I realize nobody,not even Alec will hurt me. These are my family.

"When can I go to school?" I ask happily.

"you can go tomorrow if your up for it.." Jace speaks cautiously.

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Jace

She decided to go to school today,luckily I'm in all her classes incase she freaks out. So far its been a good day. She loves school apparently. It's at lunch when it all goes downhill. She won't eat in front of all these people. She is so scared you can tell. I start to eat and nod at her to eat to.

"Jace, I can't eat in front of all these people." She sounds panicked.

"Clary,You aren't eating in front of everyone just me, Izzy and Alec."She nods but still looks scared.

"Clary you can do it." Isabelle's encouraging her when Sebastian comes up to us.

"What's with the red-haired freak who won't eat? What do you have an eating disorder? Or is it your afraid to eat in front of people? Either way it's stupid, like your little group." Sebastian was always the bully when it comes to things like this. Before he could say more Clary is running off down the hall. Izzy starts screaming and threatening Sebastian as I run after Clary.

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Clary

I run out and start crying. I find a bathroom that's never used and go in there. I start digging for my blades. I realize Jace threw them away. I grab a pencil sharpener from my bag and take out the blade.

You're so stupid.

I cut.

You're stupid for loving Jace.

and again,I cut.

Sebastian even made fun of you.

I cut again as I hear Jace come in. He gasps and comes to be. He takes the blade out of my hand and pulls me into a long hug.

"Can I clean your cuts and bandage them please? You can wear my jacket for the rest of the day to hide them." I nod and give him my wrist and look at him while he takes care of my wounds. "No more cutting please Clary. Please" I nod. I love Jace. Not just as a Foster-brother, but more. I push the feeling down. I'm not supposed to even feel like that. Jace does the unexpected then.

He take off his jacket and hands me it. As I slip it on he rolls up his sleeve to reveal his cuts.

"I stopped about a week after you came here. I needed to be strong to show you to be strong. Clary...I'm just like you. I was abused. I ran away. I saved myself and I want to save let me" he says.

I nod. I will let him save me considering I cannot save myself. Not even from a little bully. I've been through worse and I let this get to me. I notice how close Jace is, I look up at him.

"Clary, I need you to be strong. That means" He points to the blade and my wrists " no more cutting. I hate seeing you like this. You don't deserve to be broken anymore." He then did something completely unexpected... He kissed me.

Isbelle walks in. "Clary, mom said she would take me and you shopping. You really need new clothes. I glance at Jace and he nods.

"Okay." I say plainly.

How will shopping turn out?

Next chapter will be up soon. Please tell me your thoughts :)